It all started a couple weeks ago where I had sex for meth and ever since then I’ve been having constant sex for drugs, idk what I can do about this, the euphoria is too grand and well euphoric
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Need an attractive woman to message me, I took a lot and just want to chat and be calmed down
I have 10mg amg 278 xr and I have adhd. I’ve always wanted to try adderall but I’ve only done opioids. How much should I take and how should I take it?
Just this month out of seemingly no where, I started hearing about this supposed amphetamine prodrug called Fenethyline. Became pretty oddly abundant recently and they come in these very dense ass white circle presses with two interlocking c’s on them. It very convincingly looks and feels like the pill came straight out of a pharmacy, doesn’t crush easily and theres a thin glossy film coating.
Since reasonably I know theres likely just no way mfs are synthesizing Fenethyline. Im already familiar with something similar..pressed speed pills that used to be popular around my part of the world: binders, speed and caffeine. I figured these wouldn’t be any different but I went to split one in half and tasted just a crumb of it, this caught me way off guard with a veery salty and wildly peculiar chemical aftertaste..
Just that crumb which I let absorb sublingually was enough to cause a significant amount of cumulative stimulation on top of my daily rx Vyvanse. This isn’t what they put in those pressed speed pills or in adderall IR, thats for damn sure lol..
I’m ordering new reagents to figure this out for sure but I was curious what some of y’all might think. Is the gist that I have about these things plausible?
Any of you had similar experiences or even seen these things circulating in places that are not anywhere remotely related to the Middle East? They’re being marketed as an “extremely potent longer and lasting amphetamine blend” I do think that is true. I just wonder which specific potential (*substituted*?) amphetamine is really doing the magic?
A friend whom I hadn’t heard from for a few years reached out suddenly in the morning. Super friendly, we exchanged a few messages. But the conversation slowed down and she stopped answering.
A few minutes later she wrote a desperate sounding message about how she needs 25 dollars and if I could send it to her. Mentioned how bad she feels about it and how she’d repay me next month. I took it at face value. I never expect people to pay me back in these situations so I told her not to worry about paying back. As soon as I sent the money and confirmed it she stopped answering again.
A while later she writes again like normal. Again very interested in catching up and talking. But the same thing happens again: the conversation slows down and she suddenly stops answering. And again, a few minutes later she sends me almost exactly the same message she sent me before about how she needs money but this time she’s asking for 50 dollars.
All of this happened maybe in the span of 2 hours.
Seeing the same pattern twice triggered some red flags on me and I remembered some friends who were addicted to meth sort of acted like that: they take a hit of the pipe, join the conversation enthusiastically, they crash relatively quickly and desperately look for the pipe for the next hit.
I hope I’m imagining things but I do feel worried and I don’t know how to approach (or if I should even approach it?). I have no contact with anyone from her circle of friends or family to ask if she’s ok.
Yeah so I'm kinda desperate at this point so I'm asking here
Basically whenever I go to music festivals/concerts I take around 70mg of dex and some phenibut
Which is an incredible combo for that purpose
But, as you might imagine, there's always one point in the night where I just start talking, and talking, and talking endlessly. This has been happening for years while I've been doing this combo and still can't control it. I am extremely aware of it though and try to stop myself but just can't. While it's happening I know it and I just start feeling super embarrassed.
The friends I go to stuff with do other stuff, not stims(or at least not cracked out on amphetamines like me) so I know there's a major disconnect. It's getting out of hand and I apologize every time but just want to fucking stop it. I'm not sure what might work. I tend to need to put my energy somewhere when I'm on stims(even if I'm dancing and shit I have to do something else) and this usually manifests itself in constantly doing my tics to the point my eyes feel like they're going to bleed, or talking of course. Idk if something like gum, just running a certain set of thoughts through my head, or what might help.
I still want to keep taking stims for this purpose because it keeps me from drinking or doing other drugs. I'm sure lots of people here can relate to this, it really sucks.
Just looking for tips and tricks. Wanna have some fun tonight but need to make sure I’m sober before anyone gets home. Any tips or advice is helpful. 30mg XR. Just tryna stimfap and then come back to earth pretty fast after.
Just wanted to write about it. I can't afford my Vyvanse script so I decided to experiment with this. Not happy about it, I feel like I did something cosmically wrong. This maybe feels like 10-15mg Vyvanse at best. The fact it's an underground drug is what makes it so sketchy, I'm not sure how much of it is d-meth but testimonials vouched for the batch I purchased as being good. The way people describe having to take substantially more orally than an equivalent Desoxyn dosage is telling that it's probably most often racemic or cut.
I tested it with Marquis, Liebermann, Simon's and Froehde, and also for fent just to be safe. I'm treating it with extreme reverence, dosing only orally and at therapeutic ranges. I am not knowledgeable about reagent testing but a small amount reacted very strongly with the exact colour change I saw with pure d-meth in the guide I followed. I'm taking it with a grain of salt though.
It tasted bitter like people described, very very similar to the taste of phenethylamine but actually less disgusting perhaps only because I have to ingest 0.2% the amount by weight.
Just taking it slow, I started ingesting 1-2mg specks every half hour, I'm somewhere above 5mg at this point. I am very sensitive to the feeling of dextroamphetamine but I did not take enough. I haven't reached the point of any speediness in my brain nor body. I like my body feeling alive and active, feeling my spine suddenly straighten, getting a bit sweaty and ready for action, and having my airways open up where every breath feels amazing. It's my favorite side effect of amphetamine but I heard it's reduced relatively with meth due to it being less stimulating to the body/~66% the affinity for norepinephrine. I feel like my brain is quieter, I'm in a deep meditative focus, and I'm not as emotionally reactive like I was earlier today in amphetamine withdrawal. I don't have an increase in desire to move or do things. In fact I feel infinitely more still in my body than I am on Vyvanse. I feel slightly more wakeful and alert. It feels like my nose unblocked significantly, but it's not the 4D breathing I get on Vyvanse. A bit on edge but it could be the caffeine and nicotine which is very likely overshadowing the effects of the small dose. I don't actually have an increase in nicotine cravings from baseline which I get horribly on any dose of Vyvanse above 30mg.
I was hesitant to even take it for a week but curiosity got the best of me. Worst case scenario, it's possible I may like dextroamph better and if so, it would still be a good learning experience to get a bit familiar with meth to know the difference first hand.
I feel like carefully going up in dosage and orally only, keeping that gross stigma in my mind about it, and the fact I have years of memories of the honeymoon phase with Vyvanse and now some amphetamine tolerance, I will avoid any honeymoon phase with this stuff and potentially avoid a greater attachment to this than to my prescription.
I don't recommend anyone try this, even now this goes against my gut feeling, but I'm not yet in a position to give up amphetamines entirely as much as my heart wants to.
Maybe tomorrow I'll try a measured 10-15mg. We will see. I miss my Vyvanse, it's good enough and gets the job done.
Hi,
I am on roll and it's been more than 36 hours. I just can't go to sleep. I am alone in quite room and thoughts are going crazy.
Anybody up for a chat? I am open to every topic. I am 29M, Indian.
If not in Dms, let's do some chitchat here!!
Whatever drug it is, if i take it long (or short) enough i will eventually betray myself and do some decrepid shit i wouldn’t even allow myself to think about when sober. I’m a woman and don’t feel the stimfap everyone talk about, and i thank the fucking lord i don’t because i would prob ruin my life. I will resist and deny any and all attention or small perversions when sober. Give me one milligram of something that will make you just slightly feel good not even horny and it is goodbye to all morals.
Betraying myself for an anonymous chat, just insanely perverted chatting that is beyond anything that is remotely normal with insane vivid paragraphs and scenarios. AND I DONT EVEN GET HORNY I JUST NEED TO TALK A LOT TO ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN BECAUSE WOW SPEEDY FUN. Sweet summer child you don’t know this yet but you have just created your new cringe of the century. You will be so ashamed you don’t even dare text your mother back because you are still filthy from your own depraved texts that probably made this random very nice but anonymous guy who now just got the best fucking material of his life because you enjoy writing fantasies you would think is horrible for feminism if told when sober. Not BDSM. Andrea Dworkin i’m sorry girl SORRY I TRY i’m pathetic and the flesh is weak
Like this shit would prob make a seasoned pervert think twice. Not like morally totally disgusting or weird body fluids stuff not like that disgusting or illegal. But so fucking gross that i will never admit to ever writing or thinking about this guys fantasy he wanted to chat about ever fucking again. Fucking enjoyed it though. But honestly when that sped and you are talking to someone who has never dared to share not even once. How does one resist the fucking fun of writing the absolute limit of morally allowed but just fucking weird and most vivid scenarios he would never even find that good ever in his life any fucking place he would look. And those hours of my texts were a fucking masterpiece i am so fucking serious he will never find fantasies like that written in his own language and tailored to what HE wanted.
Did i have to enjoy it as much as i did though. Without even being HORNY myself?
I really fucking enjoyed doing it too, i do this like once every 2 years and just gets more and more ashamed.
Just fullfilled the ultimate smut fantasy scenarioes for this random ass dude and what the fuck do i get out of doing these things that shame me for years and years and years? I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT I GET OUT OF IT.
I do enjoy it but why though omfg does it have to go that fucking far does it? What is my problem. Always taking it way far like i need to be the best that has ever done it. He fucking loved that shit prob the best thing to happen to his fantasies in a while but i don’t want to just give away pleasure like that to men who might not be deserving? Like i’m sorry i don’t mean to offend but what the fuck made HIM deserve all these hours of something directed at him and him alone. And gave him new weird stuff to think about too. Why am i like this
LEARN SOME FUCKING SELF CONTROL WITH THESE THINGS OMFG ITS ALWAYS SHIT LIKE THIS WITH ME
Growing up with older norwegian family who has only been aroused once and one time only and it was in the 80s when Morten Harket arised but they collectively decided, nah, too much, let’s go back to never talking about sex and if you do it’s important that you shame your children just a little but disguise it as a joke so she can do it to her daughter because it’s all she knows and create a so weird not needed fucking purity culture in this family who doesnt even give AF about anything so its not even for prudish reasons. Why is this so WEIRD for them. but lets make sure it stays WEIRD!
And all while my own fucking generation is so scared and terrified of sex and fucking and sensuality it has made me so shameful it is not even fucking funny.
I know i should just don’t give af but i can’t i really can’t.
Love my mother to death but wow she made me feel perverted for taking my phone in the shower like a hooker at like 12 years old. Mother i was spotifying not giving myself to perverts. SO unnecessary to do this to your children and accuse when it’s really dumb and oh wait i was 12 not some sexual deviant
Can you tell i have serious mother issues?! Proll not ya
Especially in Norway too like this is a good life here for safety equal pay and general citizen wellbeing. Do not take this the wrong way. But we are all sooo fucking miserable socially this is social hell if you ever wanna make an organic friendship or relationship that is not just fucking weird or basically stalk eachother until you either get so sick of it or become inseperable for a while. Only two options for some opportunity of it not being too fucking forced but will be forced anyways if you’re not with the few who made a friend group in kindergarden and at 23 they are all now in an very incesuous group of people who are all sick of eachother but you have no choice this is what you get as options of being social.
I am guilty of this too but there is too much introversion and i say this as an introvert who fucking loves being introverted. NO ONE EVEN TALKS WITH EACHOTHER EVER
Omfg please teach your children about sex and do not go the shameful route unless you want to raise perverts who write the sleaziest insane fucking shit for someone elses pleasure because it is all i dare to admit. And then i go so far that even the perverts gets spooked before he decides that this is the craziest fantasies he has ever been given and that i now am resposible for even more perversion. Oh and yeah!
DID IT FOR actual 14 hours STRAIGHT, phone not put down ONCE. I am feeling the burns of my labour 18 hours later. And all for some random anonymous man who only did the seductive move of not being fucking weird and having a normal anonymous conversation one needs to have sometimes to discuss all of life’s pleasure. I’m never gonna experience this much shame again methinks.
If i do the radical feminists have permission to shoot me.
I think it is time to acknowledge i might be kinda perverted. Without being fucking gross. I need to apologise to the spirit of Andrea Dworkin so many times it is not even funny.
Okay this ended more sexual talk coded but for anthropology pls don’t be weird. Idk what i even want from this post. Just coming down and so very fucking ashamed i could genuinely hide in a corner.
WHY DO I DO THIS AND SIMILAR CODED STUFF TO THIS. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY DOES IT NEED TO BE SO SHAMEFUL FOR ME INSIDE? Man. This generation is fucked i’m not gonna lie i don’t know anyone who socially kills it like at all and they don’t either.
Well i blame Norwegian introversion as for in my country but very complex.
Very fucking not what i imagined adulthood like in 2012 listening to the radio and thinking of what i’d do and have some fun friends who would just hang out and maybe have a boyfriend that is not very clingy. All one could ask for IDK.
Coming down but i literally cannot stop being annoying and texting whoever i know. This is so embarrassing of me and i wish i could say it was rare occasion. Spoiler its not
Love my fellow stimmys who cannot help but be a mostly embarrasing and cringe person while being kinda normal and then you do the stuff and just like why.
YOU ALL get me i read your posts and relate maybe i can return favor idk
Peace out lads & ladettes
Tips to help comedown after high dose of vyvanse. Things that really work
So yesterday night from 2 am to 2pm i used around 160mg of ritalin (snorted) and around 7hours ago i took speed and fell asleep 3hours later and i woke up a hour ago with some chest pains (around a 3 out of 10) and my jaw is tingeling a but and my heart rate might be a lil above avrage but it feels really heavy but can I just wait it out whitout dieying or no?
I slept a solid 8 hours last night, ate a nice healthy breakfast, drank plenty of water, and I took 15mg IR. I feel more tired this time instead of getting that nice boost that I usually get. Fuck man
Title: Just tried a new designer drug: 1,3,7-trimethylxanthine
So I got sold this “cutting-edge research chemical” called 1,3,7-trimethylxanthine for 80€/g.
Took a moderate dose and honestly… effects hit surprisingly hard. Strong stimulation, increased focus, elevated mood, slight jitteriness at higher doses. Felt somewhat similar to amphetamines, maybe even stronger in some aspects.
Duration was a few hours, followed by a mild crash and craving for another dose.
Anyone else tried this compound? Seems like it could become big if more people find out about it.
Speed is deff overrated it only makes me not being able to sleep
d like to ask someone with experience for some advice since even though i know a little bit what im doing and i get some hits from it, i never achieve a big cloud becauce im not sure when and how much to inhale and im scared of vaporizing it for too long, so i dont burn it (burning it happens to me sometimes)
Im using a normal flame, not a torch, i dont know which is better for a newbie but i assumed torch could burn it fast in wrong hands
Im also using classic pipe
Important question for me is, is it better to put a smaller dosage to the pipe (like 30mg) smoke it, then redose the pipe, or put a bigger amount?
I thought maybe i sometimes accidentally burn it because im adding small amounts to the pipe?
Most importantly ill be glad for any feedback and tips on how to do it, if someone would be willing to maybe send me a video, that would be really nice since im more of a visual learner and i dont have any friends who smoke it
For many reasons I’ve always been pretty closed of and repressed when it comes to sex and sexuality. But since young I had signs that I was not fully “hetero”.
At some point in my life a guy that was flirting with me managed to convinced me to go home with him. Both of us were incredibly drunk and I had never been with a guy before. But still in my drunkness I remember just automatically getting on four assuming I’d be the bottom.
I don’t know what the fuck was wrong with the guy that took me but when he started to penetrate me it was the most painful and uncomfortable experience ever. Like it was so so bad it put me off receiving anal for YEARS. I convinced myself it was because I’m just not a bottom so I spent most of my adult sex life being a top with a very low libido.
A few years ago I discovered I’m trans and with that, also the idea of being a bottom still felt mildly attractive to me. But anytime I tried with toys or anything it just didn’t feel good… again convincing myself it’s just not for me.
A few months ago I came back from a party where I was doing 3mmc. I had plenty of it left after the party so I just kept doing it alone at home. In a very unhealthy fashion of course I started “gooning” but, at some point, i could feel my ass begging for something inside of it.
So I grabbed an old toy, filled it with lube and slowly started inserting it in. For some reason it was much easier to relax in this moment and very slowly but without any pain the toy went fully inside! First success! Felt a bit uncomfortable but nothing I couldn’t handle!
When I started playing with it a bit more (slowly pulling it out and pushing it back in) my brain just completely broke. I was feeling insane levels of pleasure and I couldn’t stop!
Since then every single time I went out and did stimulants, I made sure to save a good chunk to use at home to fuck myself with a dildo. Sometimes for hours! Now my dildo goes in very easily even when inserting it for the first time. Of course stimulants influenced it a lot but by exclusively using my ass and completely ignoring my dick, my libido increased exponentially and, specially while high, my interest to top dropped to 0.
I was worried this was a “turn gay when high” situation for a while but last week I happily discovered I’m now able to insert and enjoy my dildo while sober! And my libido is also way higher than before sober!
I know there would probably be healthier ways to figure this out. But I was so repressed sexually that I feel, personally, I would have never discovered this part of myself!
Wish I had started using drugs way younger now \s