Please give me tips on not yapping endlessly when the people around me are not also on stims.
Yeah so I'm kinda desperate at this point so I'm asking here
Basically whenever I go to music festivals/concerts I take around 70mg of dex and some phenibut
Which is an incredible combo for that purpose
But, as you might imagine, there's always one point in the night where I just start talking, and talking, and talking endlessly. This has been happening for years while I've been doing this combo and still can't control it. I am extremely aware of it though and try to stop myself but just can't. While it's happening I know it and I just start feeling super embarrassed.
The friends I go to stuff with do other stuff, not stims(or at least not cracked out on amphetamines like me) so I know there's a major disconnect. It's getting out of hand and I apologize every time but just want to fucking stop it. I'm not sure what might work. I tend to need to put my energy somewhere when I'm on stims(even if I'm dancing and shit I have to do something else) and this usually manifests itself in constantly doing my tics to the point my eyes feel like they're going to bleed, or talking of course. Idk if something like gum, just running a certain set of thoughts through my head, or what might help.
I still want to keep taking stims for this purpose because it keeps me from drinking or doing other drugs. I'm sure lots of people here can relate to this, it really sucks.