r/Drugs

19m been doing drugs since 15 or so, mainly a stimulant guy. Been an addict for as long as i can remember but it has had ups and downs,right now i think im using the least drugs on a regulair basis then ive ever had after the start.

Ive done a lotta stims, the classics and also a lot of RCs, some pretty novel but never tried coke which is weird since its like the MAIN stim everyone talks about.

So long story short, have been doing lines since i came back home from drinking with friends and honestly? It doesnt really feel like a "real" high if u know what i mean.

Its pretty shit tbh, i can see why people would like it when you havent done anything before. Thats why its a drug for sober people, not really for junkies.

Bit of euphoria, modarate stimulation, very shaky hands, mild tightness in the jaw numbs my Throat which is kinda unpleasant, also pretty compulsive to redose, not as bad as 3/4mmc or mdpihp but like just barely below that level.

Also im getting modarate paranoia. But that doesnt really corolate to the level of high i am of u know what i mean.

And yeah i know its shitty coke duh, was a g for 45 euros. Actual good coke might be worth doing but then again id there really good/pure coke left? Dont rlly think thats the case where i live. The price of this shit always put me off from trying it, not like i have money problems but why spend 50(+) euros a g for this bunk when a g of good 3/4mmc is 15-20 euros

So yeah i dont Really get the hype, but its just my opinion and im yapping since i have nothing to do. It does have a social aspect whereas when im on stims with more seratonin i kinda go more quiet and just prefer to be alone.

Conclusion: coke is shit, (but so is every drug) if u decide to be a dumbass and get addicted and throw a good part of ur life away (like me) do it for a good drug that doesnt atleast burn a hole in ur pocket, or not im not your dad.

Although I love weed, I would have to choose some quality sourced coke. Why? Because I could easily squeeze it in around my work schedule and busy life. It doesn’t have a smell so nobody would know and it’d help a little for productivity (but truly productivity should come from the heart, not drugs)

How about you guys?

Was seeing this chick at a very rough patch in my life who was a active morphine user, shes used to use IV.

Was going through some shit one day and she offered me some and also shot me up, all the pain stopped but now am addicted.

Is there any alternative to this?

So she invited me to her place. We were smoking weed and then shen took a book that had some crystal powder on top of it . She told me it was "MD" so Im guessing that is MDMA. She said it was high quality and that I could either ingest or snort it.

I did not want to be seen as a good boy so I went nose dive on it. I felt like it was kinda harsh on my nostrils but it wasnt THAT bad. She told me "By the way , you might get very emotional or say things that you might regret tomorrow" .

30 mins in , she said "It hit me" . I couldn't feel anything so I started smoking more weed. After an hour , she was very very enthusiastic . Started telling me "I like you and it was not the plan" to which my replay was a dry "it's the drug" and she would say "nooo its not , i also thought that but it isnt"

After one hour I started feeling kinda warm. My face felt warm. My limbs felt kinda numb. I started feeling like my perception felt kinda "different". The bedroom was filled with a lot of trippy lights that she had in her bedroom. She put electronic music which I am not really very educated on, but I really enjoyed and she was enjoying as well because she was actually showing me the music she makes and plays at parties.

Then we had sex and we stayed up until 3-4 am. She wanted more so since there was no more left, she told me “lets lick the bag” which we did and then we kissed

We felt asleep and the next day I felt great. I really really had a great time. I really like this girl, but I know she is not for me so I will just try to enjoy a couple of times more or maybe just once more and then I will step aside, because I do not want to involve myself with someone who can hurt me on an emotional level.

However after this experience, I feel like I can trust this girl when it comes to doing drugs. I feel like she really wantsd me to have a good time and really cares about me feeling comfortable and safe.

so in a few days I'll be going to get a UA for a new job. as far as I know, it won't be observed. I smoke weed regularly and I won't have enough time to take a T break. I'm gonna get a clean sample from my friend who doesn't do any substances. and I work in Healthcare btw so I'm very familiar with sterility and testing and all that stuff. I've devised a procedure that I think will work, I'm hella overthinking it tho so some guidance would be very much appreciated!

I'm gonna use a bottle of 5 hr energy, empty it and boil it to "sterilize" it. I'll put my friend's sample in the container. a few hours before the test, I'm gonna...and I rlly hate that I have to do this...use my feminine parts to hold it like a tampon (in hopes to bring it to body temp). then just go in the bathroom and quietly put it in the sample cup.

so yeah that's my plan, I'm open to any feedback, or better yet if you've had experience with using another person's clean sample, how did you do it? thanks!

I have heard some people say a few weeks other people say a couple days. I’m genuinely curious how long does it seriously take someone to get sick off of it

I took 0.5mg of Xanax about an hour ago and I have only tried 70h a couple of times will I be okay to take the 70h now or should I just wait to take the 70h tommrow?

Not a conventional category of drug obviously, but hormones are definitely psychoactive.

I started taking testosterone and mk677 about 2 weeks ago and I feel pretty fantastic. I have much more energy and confidence and I’ve started sleeping better.

It feels like a mix of a GABAergic and a mild stimulant except without any comedown or sleep issues, and obviously there’s the benefit of getting really strong in the gym. I’ve been working out for 4 years and made like 2 months of progress in 2 weeks.

I’m curious if you all have tried them and especially what you think of the psychoactive effects.

If there’s a drug sub for something that’s legal or grey area, there’s a top vendor with half the sub riding their dick. Calling them by first names, acting like a few email exchanges makes you close pals and thinking you’re special because you got a little extra in your package. Don’t even get me started on the poor saps simping over women vendors.

Emily (fake name) treats me so well! We had a conversation today (you sent 3 emails and they replied once) about how I was expecting something different (I got what I ordered but I’m an addict) and she said she’d get a new order out asap, I already have tracking! She’s truly a saint.

That’s not even exaggerating. Yall are wild 😂

For the record this is purely hypothetical and I am in a good head space.

You are in the hospital and in a position where you only have a few hours to live or possibly risk getting hooked up to life support...what's your plan? This is my plan and have given this direction to my possible decision makers...remember death is inevitable in this situation or in an irreversible coma

10 hits of LSD 1g of pure molly and a lil Ketamine rubbed up in my nose... the minute you are alone with me slide those gel tabs under my tongue and parachute that rhyme dust....then put on my favorite music. Finally tell them im in pain and give me that last shot of morphine....

I refuse to be a burden and think this would be a wild final ride when dosed correctly.

Woke up this morning and decided fuck it im gonna drink a bunch of beers, cut some lines up for myself and blast metal music. I am now doing exactly that at 8:47 am. Idk what triggers it tbh. Im definitely an alcoholic but i rarely do cocaine (split a gram w my buddy about a month ago and still have a bunch left from the same batch.) but td i woke up and said fuck it imma drink and do coke all day. When you make impulse decisions w drugs do you explore the reasoning or just let it happen? I can never explain my drug use properly. Ig theres no excuse other than wanting to get fucked up lol

I know the obvious answer would be yes, meth is drug, drug is bad. It's just that I don't know how bad, and in what exact way it worsen things and how meth did it.

I've been addicted to meth for the past two years, getting heavier and heavier addicted as time goes by. This whole month, the days where I didn't use meth are the days I'm sleeping, resting and recovering from using meth before feeling good enough to use it again.

I ran out of meth yesterday. My last dose was around yesterday's evening. Today is my 1st day clean.

I now have time to think and reflect on my life, and I start wondering like. The reason I'm this addicted, or gave myself in to addiction, is because I have this particular problem, and I feel hopeless and painful, and I'm suicidal about it, both in actual ideation in mind and figuratively ending and throwing my life away in drugs and self-harm. And that life is dark and hopelesss, and meth is my only way out and comfort I have from it.

Aside from the obvious that this is probably addiction speaking, or myself trying to justify using meth, I just wonder if I always view life this way, this dark?

I did have that problem before that I used meth. But when I chose to use meth, it's not the main reason, just one of them. I didn't remember I felt this dark and hopeless about it. Now it feels like an impossible, crushing weight, no way out, 10x more painful.

I just wonder if somehow my time using meth, somehow made it that way? If that makes sense to you, like if it did something to my mental health and state

And about that pervert part. Like many people, I also use meth for sexual pleasure and reasons. But I now realized I have some views, wants and issues around sex that I didn't have and never had or felt before touching meth.

For taste, I realized I did like some certain kinks, and was into it before touching meth. But if we use the scale from 1 to 10 to judge intensity and severity, then I was around 1 or 2 before meth, now I'm at least 5 even if not using, and it would go on 10 or 10+ when high on meth.

Does meth somehow have a role on this?

Guys I just stepped on the Lego brick with my bare feet, it was painful af, I felt like dying, is this the infamous Lego death everyone is talking about?

Greetings.

I want to discover dissociatives and I don't know what to chose, but at least I searched a little and I'm thinking about DMXE...

So I'm curious to know what is your top and favourite dissociatives are? and along with some tips and notes please.

I think the substance I'm searching for is Ketamin-like but have a little sprinkle of euphoria or more floating feeling or something a bit special but not very far. Thanks for any advise (:

So I got sold this “cutting-edge research chemical” called 1,3,7-trimethylxanthine for 80€/g.

Took a moderate dose and honestly… effects hit surprisingly hard. Strong stimulation, increased focus, elevated mood, slight jitteriness at higher doses. Felt somewhat similar to amphetamines, maybe even stronger in some aspects.

Duration was a few hours, followed by a mild crash and craving for another dose.

Anyone else tried this compound? Seems like it could become big if more people find out about it.

I forgot I took my ADHD meds yesterday and drank all day at the pool then continued deep into the night i’m feeling so awful right now i can hardly move does anyone have any backs that could help me, or at least get me to a point i can maybe get some food for myself. Let me know please ive never been hungover like this. I’m thinking about hair of the dog but the thought of sipping a beer makes me wanna vomit.

I took 0.5 mg of Xanax (alprazolam) about 2–3 hours ago due to an emotionally difficult situation with my brother. I am not a regular Xanax user and only took it in very difficult situations to help manage anxiety and get through the day.

Tonight I have plans with friends for a barbecue, and I would like to have a few beers socially. There is also a chance the evening may continue at a club later. I am aware that alcohol and benzodiazepines can interact, so I’m looking for informed opinions or experiences regarding how risky it would be to drink a small amount of alcohol (for example a few beers) several hours after taking 0.5 mg Xanax.

Given the low dose and the time elapsed, would moderate drinking still be considered unsafe? I’d appreciate serious advice, especially from anyone knowledgeable or with personal experience.

I don’t know if it’s just me, but stimulant highs usually are super ”flip floppy” for me. That shit sounds stupid but I mean like one moment you’re very stimulated mentally, euphoric, locked in, feeling good, whatever, and the next it turns into this empty feeling, cold, more physical stimulantion and you just realize you’re sucking your lips and your mouth is dry as shit. Then it flips back around again and keeps going like this until it eventually wears off. It doesn’t even depend on what you’re doing, like I could be very focused on something or doing nothing at all, and all of sudden it flips. It’s pretty similar for me on Vyvanse, methylphenidate, speed paste and even MDMA to a variable degree. I’ve heard people talking about this with MDMA, especially closer to the comedown but never with other stims. On stims other than MDMA it’s like going through different plateaus that don’t necessarily feel better, just different. I wouldn’t say it’s waves of sobriety because it randomly feels like you’re peaking again for me, but another kind of stimulation. Is it just me and am I tripping?

im stuck in boring city in austria everyday is the same i go out drink a beer pop benzos and jusz feeling lonely i have no friends here nobody just my family and we not good together so my question is what would u do in my situation i mean i have friends in my hometown 200km away but i dont want to go back because im struggling with meth addiction and i rly dont want end up homeless like last time when i was there

(im not planning on doing it, i know the risk im just curious) but opioids make me very relaxed and chill, a bit happy too. how would opioids and benzos feel like together?