u/asay0511

Woke up this morning and decided fuck it im gonna drink a bunch of beers, cut some lines up for myself and blast metal music. I am now doing exactly that at 8:47 am. Idk what triggers it tbh. Im definitely an alcoholic but i rarely do cocaine (split a gram w my buddy about a month ago and still have a bunch left from the same batch.) but td i woke up and said fuck it imma drink and do coke all day. When you make impulse decisions w drugs do you explore the reasoning or just let it happen? I can never explain my drug use properly. Ig theres no excuse other than wanting to get fucked up lol