r/BDSMsapphic

that’s my weird confession. i have some weird kinks but i think the grossest is pee. i only ever mentioned it to one woman i was with and she made a disgusted face so i never spoke about it again. but it is truly my biggest kink and i only ever get off whilst watching watersports porn

it’s not just the degradation aspect, it’s how dirty and taboo it feels. it’s the warmth, the taste and the feeling. it’s watching a woman’s body go limp with relief as she lets go of the warm piss that was making her bladder ache

i have soo many fantasies related to piss

- i want a woman to sit on my face and piss directly into my mouth

- i want a woman to have her hands on my bladder while she’s eating me out so i can’t help but piss all over her face

- i want to be forced to drink water after every orgasm and not be allowed to piss until i reach a certain amount

- i want a woman to touch herself to watching me piss all over my own body and face

- i want my woman to get back from work and just use me as her toilet because she’s desperate

- i want to be tied up, blindfolded and used as a urinal for multiple different women

- i want my girl to send me videos of her pissing while i’m at work knowing she’s torturing me

i have so many more play ideas and i’d be way too ashamed to admit them in real life but it’s truly my biggest turn on and i just want a pretty girl to use and abuse me

I found out just the right force that makes having my nipples sucked feel amazing and it only happened once but i'm addicted 😭😭😭

I need a cute sleepy girl to fall asleep in my arms while she's sucking on my nipples 😖

So ive been into it and im a bit of a clean freak so-to-say and im just curious how safe is it? Like for example would it be safe to put in your used panties in your mouth?

*AHHHHHHHHHH WE’RE GOING TO THE BEACHHHHH!!!!!!!!*

I scream the lyrics to “Party In The U.S.A” by Miley Cyrus

*I am sooo excited!!!! I can’t wait to play mermaids and swim and build sandcastles an-*

They pause the song, “Little one?”

“Hm?”

“Remember, we have t-“

“To apply sunscreen every 2 hours. I know I know🙄”

They shoot a look at me, raised eyebrow and everything

“😬… I meant that in a joking way.”

“Mmhmm, you do that again and I won’t let you get in the water. You’ll just have to sit on the sand and watch mommy swim without you”

“Noooo”

“Then no attitude.”

“Okay”

*’then no attitude’… blah blah blah 😒***

We finally reach the waves and the forbidden sugar. We hop out and grab our supplies. Well, mainly mommy grabs the large supplies. I just carry the designated beach bag and water bottles.

We find a nice spot and get set up; towels, chairs, cooler, comically large umbrella.

“Come here, let’s put this on”

They begin to apply the sunscreen and I do the same for them

*Not to make everything sexual but to make everything sexual, I haven’t been able to stop the impure thoughts that cross my mind ever since I saw mommy in that bathing suit. I love the swimsuit that they chose for me but I’d rather be bare so they could see how wet their body makes m- STOP! It’s going to be a SFW DAY!!!! Be good! Be good! Be-*

“Babygirl, you’re staring again. Is there something you want to say to mommy?”

They smirk

*Nope! Nope! No! Once they get started, they can’t stop and we’ll both end up with shaky legs*

“Nope! I’m okay ☺️”

“You sure? I mean, if there’s anything going on in that brain of yours, I’m sure I could be of assistance”

“Nope! It’s going to be an innocent day!”

I dodge their kiss and begin to run towards the water, hoping to cool myself down

*Fuck they have a primal kink*

I look back and see them sprinting full force towards me

*Fuck…

no literally I’m fucked. They ran track and I haven’t ran since…

I’m fucked*

Hii im not sure if I used the right flair but I just didnt have anyone to share my new kink with so I thought why not tell yall😅. I have recently discovered I have a breeding kink. I love the idea being bent over, nails dug into my hips, and filled over and over and over again. Like I really feel like I'm made to be a pretty little bunny/princess who walks around in short skirts just begging to be fucked and filled. I know I'm not the only one who thinks a woman getting in their ear telling them to be good and hold still so nothing spills out is hot. Like I want that soooo bad but sadly I don't have anyone to experience my new kink with😭. But nonetheless thanks for listening to my little ramble😊.

I'm planning on starting HRT next month. I have heard that HRT, at least temporarily, reduces libido.

I get that not all kink is sexual, of the scenes that I have done, only one even came close to being of a sexual nature. Nevertheless, they are closely linked in my mind, and I'm worried of losing touch with the friends I've made in the kink scene.

I've also heard that kinks change on HRT, so if you've experienced that, I would love to hear *how* they changed.

I'm interested in creating wlw content specifically audios for women to listen to, to play with themselves to and just to enjoy but I'm not sure if I have the voice for it? Is there a way I can find that out before attempting? I'm interested in creating a more dom style from my point of view, for subs to listen to.

Im so excited to share that I finally got my first collar! Its a beautiful black leather piece with silver studs and a little heart-shaped lock. Wearing it feels like a mix of empowerment and vulnerability. Ive been exploring my submissive side for a little while now, and this feels like a s step forward. Would love to hear from others about their first collar experiences or any tips on how to wear it with confidence!

Thought I share a happy story :)

I'm a very timid person when it comes to sex after some heavy betrayal from an abusive relationship. I would be often be a sub, but I'd rarely get pleasured. After being cheated on, I always had a fear that I wasn't good enough, that I was ugly and didn't deserve pleasure. I almost decided to forgo sex until I met my current friend turned dom/lover.

She has been so considerate, it's made me want to have intimacy again. She'll gently guide me to go over the edge, nice and slow . As she helps push me to cum, she'll slowly whisper reassurances into my ear: "You're safe babygirl," or "it's okay I got you" . Her face always has a soft, radiant smile as she listens to me whimper from all the pleasure, always making sure to lock eyes with me when I glance back at her. This feeling of safety, of warmth, it's so nice... Every session without fail, I cry, and she's ready to comfort me all the way. I feel so selfish, but she reassures me that it's my reward for all the hard work I've been putting in ;-;

I love her so much!

So there is this fanfic I’ve been coming back to for years. Basically, a woman named Himeko has had her pussy trapped in some sort of advanced, high-tech chastity device 2 years ago. And the device would occasionally turn on to tease her and edge her. It always seemed to know where she is and what she’s doing to maximize the damage. And no matter how hard she tries, she just can’t get the damn thing off!

Thole thing is so hot to me that I literally can’t describe it. I’ll leave a link because I just felt like I had to share it. Be warned tho it does contain some rape/non-con elements, heavy sadism, long-term denial, etc. You can also check the fic for more tags. I know it won’t be everyone’s cup of tea.

But for those that do, enjoy~

https://archiveofourown.org/works/49639081/chapters/125287255

I love making a pretty sub whine. Getting them close, then taking the pleasure away, watching them writhe and twitch and hump the air, so desperate they’ll humiliate themselves for me <3 in that moment, it’s all up to me. Sure, they could probably finish themselves off, but even if I didn’t immediately pin their hands down, it wouldn’t be as good as letting me choose. Letting me get them closer and closer and pull away just to hear them whine, over & over, watching them get impatient, entertaining myself by watching them twitch and get so pathetically desperate. If they’re lucky, I’ll decide I want to see them cum, and finish the job. But it’s sooooo fun to ruin them sometimes :) watch them twitch and throb exactly the same way, but whining, crying, grinding against nothing but cold air <3 needy subs are so cute! And so completely under my control <3

It is a huge fantasy of mine to drape a rosary over a pretty girl’s ass. So when I bend her over and rail her with my strap from behind the cross slaps against her cheeks over and over again. I want Jesus to see my sin. To hear her screams.

I’m currently in the process of looking for used ones on eBay and facebook marketplace. I want someone to have prayed with them. It turns me on so much to think about using religious objects in a sexual way.

(Especially Christian religions objects because I have religious trama).

Wasn't sure how hard to go in the dysphoria of it all, but its still there

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I let out a soft whine, squirming as she holds me from behind. The blindfold hadn't helped. The bondage hadn't helped. Hell even the feeling of my Mistresses firm hold had barely helped.

Her voice is soft, barely a whisper as her words tickle my ear.

*"*Hush now kitten. I know what you want, but we can't exactly have you go into surgery tomorrow with bruises criss-crossing your thighs - even if i want to. But there is other kinds of pain"

I feel her shift a little behind me, my protests dying before they fully form with a finger to my lips.

"Shh baby girl. I know how excited you are. How nervous. How you've been counting down the days until tomorrow since you first got booked in. But you need to sleep"

I feel her hands tracing down my body - only to stop just on the edge of my panties. I flinch, just a little. Her other hand slips under my pajama top. When she speaks again her voice has a hint of darkness to it and it sends a shiver down my spine.

"I have a solution for you pet. One that will allow you to sleep. But I'm going to take something from you. Something that you've kept from me"

Hey hands slips under my panties, and I jump as her hand brushes my - I shake my head, squirming in her hold, unable to push her hands away. I open my mouth to protest only for her other hand to slip in, I can't help but to suckle.

"Pet." Her voice is soft, and firm, contradictory. A warning and a promise. "You know as well as I do that after you come, tears in your eyes sleep will find you. And well... You've kept this from me all this time. And It's my last chance to claim you this way."

I feel her hand tighten, her hand already lubed up as it slips around my - I whine, squirming and suckling even more, protests unintelligible around her fingers.

"Pet. Im taking this. No more rutting into a pillow. No more letting you finish yourself off because you don't want me to touch you there. From now, your orgasms are mine. This last one with your pathetic little girl cock, and every single one when your pretty little cunt is healed"

Her hands begin moving, stroking her movements slow, and purposeful. My wriggle back into get is met by a sharp pinch, tears springing to my eyes from the pain.

"Pet, I've taken your sight. So you don't have to watch. I've taken your hands, they do look so pretty in those cuffs. And judging by how you're still suckling my fingers, I've taken your voice too. And I'm taking this"

A moan escapes around her fingers. I'm not sure if its from what her hands are doing or what's she's saying.

"Oh Pet, you really aren't going to last long are you? You're twitching"

I feel my cheeks flush shamefully at her chiding. My mind awash in shame and arousal. I feel her hand around my - my girl cock move faster and I know she's right. Tears flow more freely but I can't bring myself to pull away. It happens fast, and I'm buckling into her hand. I know she's saying words but I can't hear them. Dimly I'm aware of her switching the hands in my mouth, the taste causing a soft moan to escape my lips as i slowly regain my hearing

"... girl. You're my good girl. My best girl. I'm going to take off the blindfold now okay honey? And take my hands back. You can have them back later, I just want to check on you"

I nod blindly into her hand, whining as she takes my hand, and wincing as I struggle to adjust to even the soft light of the hotel bedroom. I blink up at her, at my Mistress, everything blurry from tears

"You okay Baby girl?"

I nod, wordlessly, my brain still struggling to articulate.

"You sleepy?" Her tone is knowing, almost teasing.

I nod, again, unable to quite form words

"You want something to suckle on baby girl?" Her tone is softer now, but a nod is all it takes to pull me to her chest. Her hands in my hair as I suckle on her breast, blinking as tiredness rushes to take me

"My beautiful brave girl. I'm so proud of you. I knew all you needed as a little bit of shame and a good orgasm, my dirty little masochist. Shhh sleep now."

I blink, looking up at my Mistress, breaking from my suckling to say what I realise are the only words I've said this tonight. "T-thankyou mistress" I stare up at her until she guides me back down, and I close my lips back around her nipple.

"Its okay baby girl. You needed it. You needed the sleep it would allow you to have. And well, I've wanted to take that from you since we met." I can hear the glee in her voice, but everything is already fading "Oh, these next few months are going to be so hard for both of us. No play, but all the more time for us to plan for the next time."

My attempts to pull back are halted by her hands in my hair. Blinking again as sleep calls to me. And I hear her one last time before sleep pulls me in.

"Sleep pet. I've got you"

I really want a dom that are willing to watch cartoons with me and have small little conversations about anything. I want to cuddle next to them and play with their hands, and just watch with them. Have them play with my hair and stuff.

What I wouldn't give right now to see a pretty girl wide-eyed with fear, tears forming in the corners of her eyes with the realization that none of my threats were idly made. To hear her try desperately to form words that will convince me to stop, or to at least be gentle, only to grow more and more incoherent as she realizes I don't care what she has to say. To methodically coax screams from her lips like I'm composing music. To watch those tears roll down her face without restraint anymore.

I want to revel in it until eventually, after her eyes glaze over and she's left herself, I stop, and let her return to herself. To pull her tear-tracked face to my chest and offer reassurances as she pleads for forgiveness for whatever it was she had done to earn it, even if it was nothing at all. To hear a weak little "thank you" just over her breath, even as she doesn't know why she's saying it.

But no, I've got "organic chemistry problem sets" to do instead. Booooo >:(

i made a post here a few days ago about my subs being completely passive. in a nutshell: i’ve been doing all the initiating, planning, organizing, executing, cleaning and aftercare. always the giving side. i tried talking to my subs about wanting them to be more initiative and how i’d like them to serve, but it didn’t work out. they wanted to serve only if i told them exactly when and what to do. my attempts to communicate that i feel validated and appreciated when they initiate didn’t work either: apparently they’re too shy for it.

so i gave each a task. one of them is new to BDSM, so i told her to write an essay. the other one had to prepare for a specific scene where she’d be on the giving end AND come up with what she wanted as a reward.

while they were on it, i tried to find a solution. ironic how i had to be the one doing the labor of finding the compromise again. i got an advice to tell my submissives to surprise me, meaning i’d have to initiate and schedule, but the labor of planning, organizing and executing would be on them. it seemed like a great solution. i was planning to discuss it with each. but the same day one of them failed to follow the deadline for the essay (and she had failed every single deadline before that) and said she didn’t know when she’d be able to complete it, and the other one announced she didn’t know what she wanted as a reward, didn’t want to make any decisions and would rather have me decide for her.

🫩

gals tell me if i’m jumping to conclusions… but i feel my plan wouldn’t work out. maybe it is indeed time to say goodbye, as i’m way too drained for such dynamics.

All I want is to be called names and degraded. It's been so long and I'm so touch starved but it's all I can think of. I want my body written on, spat on, whatever you want. I just want to be told how much of a slut I am for once