M4F-I want to be a girl's aftercare boyfriend
Pretty much as what the title says, I know it sounds little weird but I guess I find it kinda hot too at the same time. The idea of holding a girl and calming her down and praising her like a boyfriend feels so wholesome to me...even more than sex I would say?
To give her the reassurance that she is always loved and deserve all the happiness and I would always love her even if it's not me who she had sex with.... It might sound like cucking but I think it's little different. I don't want her to cuck me in traditional sense but I guess I am more into the bittersweet feeling of the jealousy and possessiveness.
I wanna have her, I would want her all to myself but at the same time..I want her to decide that..I can't force myself onto her and that's why I wanna win her heart slowly...I wanna feel that slow burn friends to lovers sort of dynamics where I wanna be with her in all those nights when her hookups were rough on her or her ex said some mean stuff about her and she's really hurt... I wanna be her shoulder where she is free to be herself and would never be judged.
And it's not like I wanna have sex with her or anything...its just that I wanna feel that connection...I don't wanna be her common hookup or one night stand...I wanna be little different.. where even if the sex isn't that great but emotions are high... So yeah u can say in a nutshell I wanna be a girl's aftercare boyfriend...the boy she would secure her heart with while she might lend her body to others depending on her needs or desires