r/SharedWifeConfessions

Hi, I’m not sure how to really ask this so I’ll just try to do the best I can. I’ve been sitting on these feelings for a long time and it’s getting harder to keep them inside.

Our bedroom has become pretty much dead over the last couple years, mainly because my husband’s size doesn’t compare to my ex. I love my husband so much. He’s my best friend and I can’t imagine my life without him. But this one thing is slowly breaking both of us.

I haven’t had a lot of lovers before him, but my ex was very large and very thick. I guess he turned me into a bit of a size queen, and I hate admitting that. When we were dating, I have to admit I kind of faked it a bit, and I feel terrible about that now. I didn’t want to hurt his feelings. I thought my body would eventually adjust to his more average smaller size. He’s like 6 inches, which is nice in its own way, but I just can’t reach a climax when we have sex no matter how hard I try or how much I want to.

When we’re intimate, he still gets me really horny and I desperately want to finish like every other woman, but something’s always missing. He can’t reach the spots I need, and I never get that deep, stretched, full feeling. It leaves me so frustrated and disappointed, and then the guilt hits me even harder because I know he can sense it.

I recently found some hotwife searches on his computer, and instead of being upset, it’s made me incredibly curious and honestly a little scared. Ever since my ex, not that I want anything emotional with him ever again, the sex was just so intense and amazing. I felt so feminine and desired in a way I haven’t with my husband. My husband is a strong, masculine, regular manly man who I love deeply, but physically it’s different. With my ex, I needed both hands stacked on top of each other just to go down on him, my fingers couldn’t even touch. With my husband, it only takes one hand and my fingers easily meet. I know saying that out loud makes me sound shallow and awful.

Has any other woman ever felt this way? The mix of loving your husband with all your heart but feeling like your body is craving something he can’t give?

My husband has told me that he once watched his ex with a black guy and really liked it, and I think he’s gently hinting that he might want to watch me too, especially since we barely have sex anymore. He even said he’d be okay if I found a sex boyfriend (a bull, I guess) as long as he could watch. That confession has me so turned on I can barely think straight, but it also terrifies me. What if this changes everything between us?

Does anybody have any advice on how to pick the right bull and how to find someone online safely? I’ve looked a little, but so many guys come across as creeps and it makes me nervous.

Have any of you ladies ever been in the same position where your husband started hinting at you becoming a hotwife? Did it feel like cheating at first, even if he was encouraging it?

Has anybody been through the emotional turmoil of deeply loving your husband but no longer loving or even wanting sex with him? I feel so guilty for even thinking that.

I keep wondering. Will he end up hating me or resenting me afterward? Or will he actually enjoy watching? Has anyone watched their spouse have sex with someone else? And if a well endowed guy makes me orgasm multiple times like my ex used to, how did that make your husband feel? Did it bring you closer, or did it create problems?

I’m scared but also hopeful. Any real stories or gentle advice from wives who’ve been through something similar would mean the world to me right now.

Thank you so much for reading this.

The night began like most others, Friday night wife gets home from work while me and a good friend of ours are having a few beers watching a baseball game. She changes to yoga pants and a t shirt then she came out to join us chit chatting and enjoying our drinks, the drinks kept flowing and with each drink my wife gets flirtier and more seductive, she whispers in my ear to put my phone on silent, I do and soon after I see the phone light up. I wait a few then when the conversation slowed I looked at my phone, she had messaged me “ I know we have talked about Jason (our friends name) and me fooling around, but I’m horny enough to actually do it, you should ask him”. For context we had played at a few swinger parties and had a few mfm threesomes but never with someone we knew, especially as close as we were with Jason. However we did talk and fantasize about Jason a lot, she never thought she would actually be with him and she never really saw it more than what I thought while we fucked, and she liked the fact it turned me on so much,I have to admit I love sharing my wife and enjoy seeing her with any man but Jason was #1 on that list for me.However one night while I was at work she came to visit and while we went outside to take a walk she took me to her truck and said look, she showed my her purple dildo and it was still soaking wet and had her juices on it, it was starting to dry but could tell it was fresh. Of course I immediately licked it and said mmm I love it then she looks me in the eyes and gives me those perfect fuck me eyes and tells me that she came while she pictured her and Jason together,only her and Jason, and she said she came so hard and had one of her best orgasms.This was the first time she actually thought and masturbated to just him rather than me and her talking about it. It blew my mind. So back to the night we were all hanging out and she messaged that to me, after a bit she went outside to take a call so I took the opportunity to ask Jason. After asking, his eyes are wide open, I explain I am okay with it and say if he isn’t then I’ll drop it and leave it alone.His response was simply “I have thought of it to be honest but just never thought it was an option”.After a quick conversation we determined that if my wife was willing to kind of initiate and make the first move so that he didn’t feel like he was coming between me and her, meaning since I said I was okay with it he wanted her to be okay too. When the wife rejoined us we chatted for a bit then I said we should grab some more beer out of the garage, she followed of course and I told her what Jason and I had discussed, she just got a mischievous smile and said I got this. We both go back inside and chit chat and drink our beers when the wife excuse herself to use the bathroom, a few minutes after she comes out wearing the tightest pair of pants she owns, fuck me high heels and a complete lace shirt completely see thru and a black bra. Both mine and Jason’s jaws drop, I had seen my wife like this before but Jason had not, she usually dresses conservatively so it blew my mind that she was like this in front of him and it blew his mind seeing her like that in front of someone as close as Jason was with us.My wife is drop dead gorgeous,perfect eyes that make me melt,long blonde hair,beautiful skin, huge tits,wide hips and thick thighs. She looks at us does a quick twirl and says we are going to the strip club then gives a quick wink.Neither Jason or I objected,we called an uber and off we went. Long story short, which is already long, after a while in the club and plenty of dances and drinks we call another uber to go home, as we walk out the wife needs to potty so she goes in and when she comes out she is holding her bra in her hand looks at us smiles and says I’m done with my bra here and hands it to Jason.Mind you she was wearing the see thru lace shirt only now. We walk out and get in our uber I ride in the front seat while they both ride in the back seat, she started on one side, him on the other, but before we got home she was in the middle right next to Jason and I could clearly see the bulge. We get home and while we get inside I start making drinks and leave them in the living room, not five minutes later I’m done with the drinks and walk out and my wife is on her knees with no shirt on and no pants, just her red G-String and high heels.Jason is standing in front of her and his pants are around his ankles,boxers barely at his knees, and his dick in her mouth.I sit down and pull my dick out stroking watching my beautiful wife with the one guy I never thought she would be able to experience,and I could just hear through her slurping and her moaning and while she sucked him she was of course rubbing her pussy,I could her how wet she was,soaking wet and I knew she was wet for him.I watched as she sucked him and played with herself,until I saw in his eyes and I heard her moans and knew he just came in her mouth. She kept his dick in her mouth while she swallowed every last bit………part 2 coming

I'm 25F and I have been in a long term relationship for a while. We have always talked about and fantasized about sharing each other with other people but never actively looked.

Last weekend we were at a bar at closing and all our friends had left. There was this one dude who was lingering around and was dancing with us on the floor too.

I asked my bf if he would like to watch me get used up tonight and he was into it. I went up to the guy, flirted a little and told him about my bf. He was into it and we all went to our apartment.

When we entered our apartment, the guy started getting handsy with me while I checked to see if my bf was doing okay. He was sitting on one couch while we fooled around on the other.

Slowly I got on my knees and started sucking him in a angle so that I could look at my bf. He seemed to be enjoying it, and I started choking on him. I asked my bf to come close to us and lick me while the bull undressed me and kissed me. In all our fantasy talks my bf has always wanted me to make him get me ready for the bull. I think my bf really enjoyed it.

Then I sent my bf back to his corner while the guy fucked me in all ways possible. He used a condom and came all over my boobs

It's the weekend again and I'm looking forward to finding another bull haha

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