r/LetBoysBeManipulated

So about a week ago I was on FaceTime with my girl best friend (yes, I like her), and she was showing me her new clothes she got for the fair that’s coming up this week, and as she was showing me, she ended up changing in front of me, and they were just right there in my face on the screen, and I was shocked and amazed. Fast forward to yesterday: she had wanted me to come over and hang out. All we did was just watch movies and talk like we would usually do, and then she ended up changing in front of me again (but in person). Idk why, but out of nowhere I just told her I liked her, and then I felt like I made it weird and was trying to leave, but she kept telling me that it was okay and to stay, and we talked about it a little bit, but she ended up having to go to the store. She told me to just stay and wait until she gets back, but I just decided to leave. Idk how to feel about it; I'm still kind of embarrassed about it. She asked if I wanted to walk with her today, but I told her next time; I just need some advice or some input.

I enjoy being publicly in charge of relationships. Taking a sub out for food, doing all the talking. Watching him smile quietly and blush as I drape my jacket over his shoulders. “I’ll have this, he’ll have that.” Exuding so much confidence the server’s don’t know where to look when they bring food or top up waters. Taking my sub’s chin and turning his face to mine so I can kiss him. Pushing my tongue into his mouth and feeling him squirm anxiously as we sit in our booth, gently rubbing his thigh with my hand. Last night, however, was different. I said, “you’re going to be in charge tonight, order my food and drinks and have your way with me.”He did a great job! He teased me, put his coat around me, ordered my food. It was quite cute seeing him all confident. When he ordered me a juice instead of alcohol I was surprised, then he said something very touching, “being in charge means I’m going to take care of you.” It’s something I’ve said before but it felt nice to be on the receiving end. When we got home and I nearly threw him on my bed, groping his ass and chest and [censored].

I have been a lurker of this sub and the sister sub for a little over a year, and while I don't post or comment much I love seeing all the posts from people who are a little more "like me" than I'm used to out in the wild.

The girl's sub can get very intense, and my self esteem isn't the highest right now so I've had to take a break, but everyone here is so supportive and gentle. I appreciate it. I feel like it's so rare on the internet to find communities that uplift men and boys without being cesspools of misogyny and misery.

And to the dommes as well, thank you for being here and adding color to the community. I know it can be tricky sharing a sex positive space with men but I always see you all being so sweet and nice in the comments anyways. It makes my heart warm that this little corner of the internet can exist in the way it does. Especially right now.

That's all I guess haha, I just wanted to share my appreciation for you all <3