u/young-body-old-soul

Is there that one ex that gave her the best sex of her life or an “only” like only time she squirt, only time she came x number of times etc.

do you feel like you’re competing with him for her? He keeps her gold medal and the imprint in her memory but is now off ruining other women for their future husbands while you've signed away your right to even touch another woman so just so that you can give your all to get his sloppy seconds.

This is all fantasy and marriage is about much more than this, but god damn, hot to think about.