22F- Forced to do public stuffings at my college dining hall
So for some background, awhile ago I started bloating more often, then stuffing more often, then I had an all weekend bender, and I’ve been stuffing and bloating myself as much as I can ever since.
At this point I am addicted to feeling full now and i keep eating more and more, so my food budget has gotten more and more expensive. I go through at least two or three packs of white claws during the week and I have been emptying my fridge more often. And doorDash was getting out of control. And I get candy from the gas station before and after classes everyday. I had to make a change. I live off-campus, so I either have to cook for myself or order out and that wasn’t sustainable, so I decided to go back on my college meal plan a couple weeks ago. It’s all you can eat for a card swipe as long as you stay in the dining hall, so I can get more food for less than cooking it myself.
At first I was too nervous to eat as much as I have been in front of others, so I would get a to go box and eat in my car. And it’s not self serve at the dining hall, so I hated having to ask for extra scoops. And you can only take so much food to go and can’t go back in later
So I started just staying there and eating the food. I went for breakfast, lunch and dinner, but I was too embarrassed to get more than just full. The workers would give me looks and I could tell they made comments to their coworkers when I walked back to my table, which really bothered me. It was humiliating and embarrassing. Within the first week of eating at the hall, they had barbecue pork and it was really good and I kept going back for more. I was starting to get nice and tight and pretty horny for the first time in public. But on my forth time getting food, the lady cut me off and said I couldn’t have anymore because they need to save some for others. I started tearing up and I ran to my car and sobbed. I felt so bad. I didn’t go back for a few days, but i had to go back eventually because my appetite has gotten to the point that I literally can’t afford to eat at home or anywhere else and pay rent with my part time job.
The first few times I went the dining hall after that were hard, I was so nervous I didn’t really even enjoy the food, I just ate as quick as I could and left. But the second or third day of eating every meal there, I got used to the looks and realized if I could just make it back to the table and start eating and focus on the food, everything else faded away. I was able to get so overwhelmed my the desire to keep fill up my belly that I began thinking about nothing else. Once I did that, I started going back for seconds and thirds. I was actually starting to get really full consistently. Every meal, I challenged myself to eat more and try to get as big as I do by myself at home. But, the walk out the building and was getting more and more nerve racking the more I stuffed myself. But i started to enjoy the thrill of being seen after a while. The jitters turned into butterflies in my stomach. Going back for more plates became invigorating. I began to love how flushed and hot and bothered it made me when I knew they were judging me. If I got worked up enough, some meals I would play with my belly under the table and rubbing my clit through my pants. The fear of getting caught, the idea of people seeing how much food I ate all by myself, it started to make me so horny. Just thinking about going to the dining hall makes me wet at this point. I think I might’ve programmed myself to connect pleasure and getting horny with being embarrassed and judged.
I mean I always have enjoyed being teased and humiliated online chatting with feeders, but also this was different and real. I never would’ve thought I would do something like this irl. And now I have started to show off. Instead of wearing super baggy clothes like I usually did to hide my bloated belly, I like wearing smaller more form fitting clothes. At this point, I get so bloated that people notice and can see my belly lifting up my shirt. It also helped that I’ve really started to gain weight from eating so much. It’s been catching up with me. Whenever I get up and walk to get more food or soda, I can see other students quickly glance down at my belly and then look away. That turns me on more than anything ever has. At this point I’ve become a full on exhibitionist. Lately Ive been fingering myself and coming in the bathroom between helpings because I get so horny that I can’t even wait until I get home. I love thinking about the time I got cut off and ran home crying. In the moment it felt like it was the worse thing that ever happened to me, but looking back now I think it’s so hot and I hope it happens again.
I am at the dining hall all the time now. I still like my own private stuffing sessions at home, where I can get drunk and use my wand, but nothing matches the thrill of seeing someone else’s disgust on their face when they look at me. And to make things even better, some of the lunch ladies have started to recognize me and sometimes I don’t even have to ask for extra scoops. They just go ahead and give me a huge serving. It’s honestly as flattering as it is humiliating. I look forward to sweaty and stuffed waddle back to my car. I have to walk a good distance through part of the campus to get back to my car and it really makes me realize how heavy my belly can get.
My next goal is to invite my friends who also live off campus to eat with me. I wanna see there reactions. I’m still pretty scared to do something that bold, so I’m not sure how much I would have the confidence to eat. But I wanna do it so bad. I’m sure they’ve noticed me being bloated a lot recently but they haven’t said anything. I’m so scared they’re gonna be disgusted and make fun of me, but I’m also really hoping that they do.
Discovering this new exhibitionist and public humiliation kink has been so exciting and so thrilling I can’t wait to explore it more. If you guys have any embarrassing stories or have stuffed in public feel free to comment them. I’d love some new ideas and inspiration!