I really like the situation I'm in, in today's society, it's not easy to really submit to a woman, you have to be brave to surrender completely and entrust your entire life to another person. Once the barriers of patriarchal education, humiliation, and the gaze of others have been overcome, it's so pleasant to submit to serve and let oneself be guided by the woman one loves.
As a premature ejaculator, I have never been very good with my penis. Now that I am no longer able to penetrate, I enjoy pleasing my wife with my tongue, and I like to take my time to give her pleasure. She watches her favorite show, sends messages, and plays on her phone while I'm under the covers, licking her sex, doing my best to give her pleasure without expecting anything in return. After years of penetrating her without giving pleasure, it's a nice revenge.
I usually wake up before my wife; I get ready, go to the bakery to get her breakfast, and serve it to her before she wakes up. This morning, she woke up before I had time to take a shower. When she woke up, she told me to go get her breakfast. I asked my wife if I could take a shower before. She simply said "yes," not "yes, but..." , not "yes, of course" just "yes". This "yes" was not a timid or hesitant "yes", an authoritative and thoughtful "yes" as if the decision came from her, making me believe that even the idea came from her. As if in a few seconds, she had had time to analyze the situation and make a decision. Even though my wife doesn't "torture" me all the time, I like her to be naturally authoritative; she doesn't play a role, from the moment she wakes up, she positions herself as the head of the family and leads our couple even when we are on the same wavelength.