First thing I do every day after waking up is cry
Man this stuff is brutal. I got started via 7stax nano tabs. Had no idea what was really inside. I knew they felt too good to be just MIT but kept taking them. Nobody put a gun to my head. Here we are a couple months later. Still taking at least one 5 pack a day. Some days two. Its killed my finances. My job has a "perk" where if we want we can get paid daily instead of weekly. So now pretty much I live day to day. Missing just 1 day of work would put me so far behind I wouldn't even be able to buy one 5 pack. I had a few online orders and was trying to go that route but wasn't able to sustain as I couldn't wait days for it to get shipped here.
I wake up at least an hour or two earlier than I want every morning. Prob WDs creeping in. Cry while I take a shower and then drive to smoke shop.
I need to taper, but its hard to do with my job as the work is somewhat physical and long hours.