u/cherriesandwin3

so last night some man sent me a screenshot of his gallery and it was a folder full of the pictures and gifs i've posted here and he even edited humiliating captions onto some of them........

i might be dumb but i've never thought about it while posting them 😵‍💫 it didn't occure to me that people might save and keep them even after i decide to delete them. it's so so scary to think that someone might repost them somewhere, use them against me or that someone i know irl sees them and recognises me ughhh

and then the second thing. reading guys threaten to break into my house or to find me in a dark alley and rape me... it's all fun and exciting but it's not scary 🤭 what really terrifies me is someone forcefully impregnating me. i always get pregnancy scare after sex and i hate it when guys pressure me to fuck without a condom.

i don't want to be pregnant, have a huge belly and huge leaking tits ughhh being pregnant and kept in a barn, always fixed up to a milking machine looks hot in porn but GOD i would hate it for myself

but then whyyyy can't i stop being a whore online?? how do i try and fix myself?? 🥺

i don't even know how many times i've told myself that i will take a longer break from reddit and posting and porn but i just can't stay away, i keep on coming back, it's a real addiction 💔🥺 i guess being a braindead whore is my calling 🫠