u/anonygirl_0

Me and my boyfriend have been attempting to do anal but whatever we do it’s still hurtful

We use shit ton of lube and condoms

And I’m also scared and embarrassed about the after results I need guy’s opinion and experience

Have you ever had anal unexpectedly like the girl didn’t had time or don’t know how to clean the anus how did it end up?

Was it messy or no mess at all?

More than pain I’m scared of this because I don’t have the utilities to clean my anus.

Literally couple minutes ago I was so horny and texted my boyfriend about it but he’s studying (he’s in Greece rn will come next week) and couple months ago he bought a vibrator (it’s a small one and handle part is almost same size as a dildo) in my entire life for the first time I have a sex life and get to try things as in now I was just playing with the vibrator looking at the modes and stuff as I’m talking with him and he knows but just curiosity got the best of me and I was curious if I can use the handle as a dildo (I’m not into stuff like that I was just bored and horny) and apparently it did and I let him know about it and he says “and you didn’t send me a video huh”

And I did send him and he goes all on attitude mode saying he didn’t like it or “you said I was the only one you wanted inside you” like why are you so offended by that ???