40 [M4F] #London, England - Seeking a needy and vulnerable girl to make my own…
Let’s skip the pleasantries shall we? I’m Alex. Forty. Southeast England.
I’m a six foot beast of a man. Burly, bearded and rugged. I look exactly like the type of man who can, and will, ruin you.
Day to day, I am a geeky, easygoing guy - a facade I put up to maintain some sort of societal acceptance. With the right person I can let that mask slip and reveal the consummate sadist lurking underneath. A sinister, perverse deviant refined by over twenty years of dominance and power.
My satisfaction comes from degradation, dehumanisation, total control and extreme kinks but my real talent lies in digging into your subconscious to uncover the filth you desperately seek but are too afraid to admit to yourself.
I listen and notice patterns, remember contradictions and I can pick up on what you hide behind your little jokes and half truths. I find the parts of you that feel dirty, shameful, wrong and dangerous and I slowly chip away at your inhibitions until you stop resisting them.
For me, a real dynamic isn’t just scenes and dirty talk. It’s developing a trust so deep it’s reckless and letting someone into your fears, your weaknesses, your need for approval and your desire to be owned. If you can’t think, articulate and challenge me then you’re just background noise.
I want a woman who has always felt that being “normal" was a lie. Someone who is tired of pretending and is ready to be honest about her darker and more depraved kinks.
I understand life exists and everyday things like work, responsibilities and stress will always come up. I’m not chasing a fantasy and I want to build something that can survive the rigours of life and won’t switch off when it’s inconvenient.
You may have been told being needy is a turn off, not with me. When I have someone then I want her to be eventually consumed by me. I want to live in her thoughts, her routines, her instincts. I want her checking her phone for my name, adjusting her life around my moods.I want her loyalty to be automatic and her attachment to be unavoidable. I want to be the thing she can’t ignore, can’t replace, can’t walk away from without it leaving an emotional scar.
I want devotion. I want intensity. I want her choosing me even when it costs her comfort and convenience. I don’t do casual or disposable nor do I chase short term successes. I do permanent and possessive and unbalanced.
I’m not concerned with your appearance or relationship status and I expect the same respect in return. This isn't about your physical appearance but more about what's inside your head. I care about your psychology and I want someone who understands that true submission isn’t roleplay. It’s letting yourself be altered and trusting someone enough to let them take pieces of you and not give them back.
If this made your stomach knot and your cunt twinge with excitement then you might be worth my effort.