Long lasting Trauma from play
I have been been dealing with this in my head for a while now it comes and goes in waves but the more time that passes the more everyday things trigger me and remind me of that day. Now looking back at it I don't think it was play nor was it kink.
I'm pretty sure it was an assault disguised as kinky play and at the time in the moment when the time had frozen it just seemed as an extreme session. A session that I look back on and shiver and try to forget that it had ever happened. But more often than not I still feel the heavy impact on my skin even though the bruises are long gone, the cars have been covered by pretty thing. But the feeling of all those things still remains around me like a ghost, still haunting me to this day.
I have tried to get over it myself but its becoming harder and harder everyday and I don't know what to do or where to turn because once the bruises are gone people thing that everything is back to normal but the trauma is still there and trusting after such an even is very hard, its getting harder and harder to do as the time goes on.
How do people manage and cope with trauma that has been created from a scene?
Tags: Trauma,Impact,Experience(add)
20 minutes ago