24 [F4M] Humiliate/deny/bully a shy girl for 34J breasts
I feel insecure about them. They often make me embarrassed and shy. I easily blush when people look at them (gosh it's so annoying), I get a lot of unwanted attention, that I Don't like. Usually I try to hide my size, wearing custom made bras, and keeping the shape of my breasts as kind of "secret". It's always the hardest part for me to take off a top/bra in front of a man, especially for the 1st time. I'm very nervous, afraid of his reaction when my breasts will... drop down and sway.
Although, I am very into rough breast play, love CNC, violence, assaults... impact play and pain. I am also weirdly aroused by body-shaming specifically my breast. When a person judge me for my breast size, given that I'm 24. Objectification, playing on my insecurities, bullying, etc.
I love a bit of hidden public play, or being degraded in front of somebody I know, and also I like some dark things, dominance, hate, verbal and physical humiliation, being defeated, ENF/CMNF, wardrobe malfunctions, all these things.
As for public play, it's broad: from you making an inappropriate joke about my breasts during a dinner, to you being a bully suddenly pulling my shirt up in public place, just for a second.
I'd like to chat and talk through different situations and just discuss stuff. I prefer Q&A style and answering awkward questions.
We can also RP -I like various awkward scenes, like strip-searches and doctor visits. Or violent scenes, where you can be a stalker, or a friend who I trusted. I'm open to different settings, medieval, smth pol*tical, army, spies, whatever, but only realistic and rich contexts, that can be justified and actually imagined. But I wouldn't dive into RP right away, but rather first discuss where our kinks match, build up a scene and only then play.
I don't like blackmail, blood and not interested in penetration within an RP. Another weird idea for me would be playing a feminist or lesbian and be eventually disgraced by man. These are just examples - I'd like more to hear your creative and fresh ideas actually.
Don't bring up the idea of a victim secretly enjoying what's happening in these discussions and hypothetical situations - it only ruins the point.
I don't answer to just "Hey" and unlikely to onesentencers, don't want to lead the conversation, I want to see engagement and interest, and to know why you texted me.