u/PurposefullyPanda

My goal for the longest time was to gain over300 lbs. I always thought that was fat but I got there last dec and it wasn’t enough. Ive been overweight most of my life so I'm used to some of the struggles and some of them are really hott to me. So I'm very aware of what I'm doing but I just want more. I feel like I am starting to get to a point of no return. Like I'm not going to be able to lose this weight and go back. Its really scary and at the same time its everything I want. Sometimes I just think about how much fatter I could be if I move in with a feeder and become a full time feedee. So maybe for now I will just make my new goal 400 lbs. 🐷