44[M4F] #US #online
Masculine male ISO gentle mommy/ light dom. I live a very masculine life and work in defense industry. Travel overseas a lot and have some past trauma I am currently working through. This dynamic will be strictly online for now unless something changes in my life. Sorry if that is a deal breaker, I am just exploring this side of myself right now and don’t want to jump into anything.
I spend most of my day being in charge and when I’m done there is nothing left for me. I crave being taken care of, given a safe place to open up. I find myself becoming more and more submissive in the bedroom being behind closed doors.
About you: age does not matter to me in this sense, you could be 20 or 60 as long as you give me a place to turn off for a bit. I am looking for someone to nurture me and feed my obsession with letting myself go into a submissive state. Please take care of yourself, thick is good but obese is a big turn off for me. As long as you are nurturing and nonjudgmental I wouldn’t worry too much about looks. I do have a thing for tattooed women, not mandatory but definitely something that helps me visualize things and really sink into that submissive role.
About me: 6 foot white male 195 lbs. shaved head, keep myself in shape but also like pasta a lot. Not camera shy 90% of the time. Kind hearted guy who is mostly normal, whatever that is. 7 inch circumcised with medium girth is what’s going on down there if that matters. I also have a very high sex drive, able to go multiple times in a row and produce sizable loads each time.
In a perfect world this dynamic would be mostly physical since I am new to this and that’s where the feelings take me. Some of my kinks are prostate play, pegging, face sitting, squirting, cum kissing, ANR, cuddling/after care, cleanup, being used physically, piss play, orgasm control, edging, public play. Only real turn off I have is severe pain. A little pain here and there is good. I am also into servicing my mommy, as much as I love a great orgasm it feels so good when I can make mommy cum first.
As i mentioned previously I am new to this but definitely open minded and looking for someone with at least a little experience to help guide me through this world of self exploration. Big plus if you are into men in uniform being secret subs. WOW 500 words is longer than I anticipated lol.
First message should just be a little about yourself, what kind of experience you have and what kinds of things you are into. I honestly don’t know what “perfect” looks like here since I have never explored this side of me before. If i missed anything here please don’t hesitate to ask. Hopefully I meet someone soon.