u/Even_Job6933

I'm just asking cause I believe it almost have happened to me the few times I was on MDMA last year at festivals, parties, but there was no follow up.. I realized we didnt match so well without it

But at the same time, I totally believe, if I had more of those moments - maybe i'd do mdma, 4-5 times a year - then at one point it would actually lead to something more permanent

I mean when I'm on it I feel like the happiest person on this earth, and it is just so funny how others respond to me ( in a positive sense ) everyone just wanna be your friend, girls wanna be around you.. its just really unbelievable

The only problem though, after getting to know each others best side, realizing the not so best might lead to disinterest early on in the game, since it was just the good that held you together

What do you think?

Psychedelic & Party Connections

Every once in a while I do MDMA, or psychedelics and party.. and I always meet people that are on my frequency

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Effortless Attraction in Those Moments

The funny things is I can totally understand how pretty girls think, the girls Im attracted to feel my energy, and they usually like it, I dont need to do much they usually come to me, we vibe, talk for hours, and if everything goes all well we connect ( it never lead to relationships, or even hookups cause it many times turns out we might not have that much in common as we sobered up but the knowing that I can connect with girls I like easily on drugs feels pretty amazing on its own)

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Struggles in Everyday Life

Yet in my daily life I go years without sex, I just never really find anyone that wants me, my vibe is more reserved and Im rather introspective, dating apps dont work if you are a guy and youre pictures arent magical.. I think I got normal pictures, but apparently something is off.. i dont care at this point, Im really interested in genuine connection

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Self-Improvement & Purpose

I work on myself, currently transitioning to becoming an entrepreneur and it fills me up with so much joy I can finally do it life what I was born to do, but I still miss that connection..

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Views on Healing & Therapy

And before you suggest therapy.. please dont, dancing on acid, and working on my business goals has done more healing for me than talking about my problems to someone for money.. actually talking about them to a friend has done more good than to a therapist actually

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Self-Perception & Beliefs

I do believe I deserve someone I can connect well with at this point, I believe in myself and I take care of myself.. I dont do the fade cut typical bullshit haircut thing, nor do I focus excessively on looking like a super model but I think I look pretty good.. I get looks normally when I go places and stuff, I dont think i have an issue with how I look

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Lifestyle & Ongoing Frustration

I got hobbies, and everything.. yet relationships just dont seem to happen to me, got friends and stuff but normally everyone is busy, and Im busy with chasing my dreams as well

What has worked for you in overcoming this?