Sadness….
Maybe just looking to vent I don’t know…. things have to end with my current dom even though I really don’t want it to end. He doesn’t treat me like a priority - I feel like I don’t matter and I’m just there whenever he wants to use me. The other side of that is someone who I have really opened up too and I feel a great connection with him. I don’t need much but I also feel like I can’t ask him even if he is busy to just say he is and I’m on his mind. Instead communication slows - seems like everyone needs him and he saves me for last. I don’t expect to his whole world I really don’t. But this feeling I’m feeling right now is shit. He’s been a little distant this week got a small insight on how this week has been hectic and someone else needs him. Not even a “sorry”. I’m no one to him… this is just a really sucky place to be in. Because I don’t think I could even ask for a teaspoon more. I should have not gone this deep with him. Anyways thanks for staying