u/Connect_Profit_7540

I (25M) have been on and off intentionally gaining for the the past year. 2 months on, 3 months where I try to better my habits and lose weight. You'd think that would mean I am burning the fat off, but im just bigger than ever. From 160 to 220 I have stuffed myself to obesity. I can't even see myself stopping now. I love my big gut and the way it wobbles when I walk. I love how sensitive my moobs are and how they feel when theyre played with. I can't even get hard anymore if my belly isnt rock hard. Is it time to just give in?