Failed her
Today I got triggered. She remembered something that i had done six months ago and said “i don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. Every step is just hurtful”.
We are planning to meet and celebrate her birthday and dream job. I booked a nice place and made arrangements with the hotel to make it special.
She said let us cancel the plan to meet. This triggered me that after all the efforts I made in all these months. I was angry and was rude to her. She said dont call me princess because you treated me worse than a random person on a street.
Finally we talked and said sorry to each other. We will still meet but I really wished that we had the soft dom and princess dynamic but I guess i have failed. I am not capable of handling this… I really tried and made sincere efforts to mend past episode issue. Nothing works and i feel like I’m back to square one.
Her response- I’m like this only. You know it. I will never forget the past. This was just a “high tide”
Looking for suggestions on How could I have handled it better?