r/gaycheaters

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so basically. like 2 years ago I was drunk one night coming back from a party really far from home, and I went on grinder. for some reason one thing lead to another and I added this guy from around that area. and even showed my face which I'd never done at that point. ( extremely DL ). some time passes and after talking a bit he demands i come over. it's the same day I have a date with some other girl on hinge, he finds it hot af I'm going to meet him before hand.

anyways he's super dominant. best sex I've ever had. he's rough and smells amazing and is huge and thick and it was just overwhelming i dont think i even came. It was just too much. I had to rush from his to my first date that night. I made out with her too knowing i was sucking big black dick hours earlier. it was such an ovewhelming day.

fast forward. ive seen him probably 7ish times over the years. tried to quit and remove him one time and whatever. I saw him when i was dating my now girlfriend too. and it was before we was official or serious.. but i always said oh my gf because he found it hot to be fucking a "straight" guy and making me scream for him when irl I'm quite a masc fit guy with a gf.

Now id say I'm pretty serious with this girl. I take good care of her and we are In love I make her the happiest she's ever been and same for me from her.

but.

his cock. the way he pounded me. I still have him on a app I blocked him and then added him back a month or so after and apologised. and he's said that's the last time he will allow that. we've been sending videos back and forth and he's asked me over a few times, but it's like an hour from my house and I don't know I feel guilty. but I also know I want to just be fucking pounded by him. its not romantic.

its just raw and he uses me and my throat and id love to just see him no strings attatched and keep this relationship too..

he is into the fact I have a gf. any thoughts fellow bbc addicts?

it's intoxicating having a guy who keeps it private, knows its a secret but uses me. I can go into more sexy details In a another post if people want...

I just dont want to lose this because I'm outwardly straight and i know its hard to find a bbc "anonymously" / someone you can trust.

Some time ago I asked for advice and told the story of my masseur giving me a happy ending. I took it a step further now. Spoiler; it was hot as fuck.

This time I came in wearing a jockstrap underneath my tight Adidas track pants. I took my pants off and showed off my jockstrap. Took that jock off too and put the condoms and lube that I brought on the table next to my phone.

In the beginning he did the massage like he did last time. Nice long strokes covering my whole body. A good firm massage with appreciation for my physique.

After some time though he gently went into my ass crack. I lifted up my hips and moaned softly with his touch. Meanwhile I took the opportunity to touch his cock through his pants with the side of my hand. I could feel he was already semi hard. His thumb went into my hole and he used his other fingers to grab my balls and cock. It felt amazing.

It was a little rough since there was no lube used, but I enjoyed myself very much anyway.

He exited my hole and continued the massage. After a while he asked me to turn over and I did. He also put an eye mask on me.

He massaged my torso, legs and feet and moved over towards my crotch very slowly. He was standing on the left side of the table and started gently jerking me off.

All of a sudden I feel something warm on my cock and I realise he is sucking me off for a very short time.

I take my chance to feel his cock over his clothes. I can feel he is rock hard already.

He takes off his pants and I can take his cock in my hand for real now. His cock is not as big as mine, but it's dripping in precum.

He starts fingering my hole again and blows me again. I felt the heat rising in my body and I start jerking him off faster. The room is filled with moans, body heat and the smell of massage oil and precum. I can't take it any longer and start cumming. I feel his cock pulsing and he is cumming at the same time. Cum is flying everywhere and I am drenched in oil and cum. I feel so relaxed and horny after.

He walks away from the table and cleans everything up with a tissue and hot towels. He continues the massage of my legs for a while and he ends the massage and we say goodbye, never mentioning what happened just now.

I'm not even sure he saw the lube and condoms, but we took it all a step further. I felt strange while driving home. Fulfilled in a way, but also a little dirty.

I'm very tempted to go back and would still love to be fucked on the table by him. I won't say that directly since that is not the dynamic we have, but we will see what happens.

So, yeah. Super unoriginal of me but I used to be a really chronically bad cheater for like ever but after my last gf broke up with me and my parents were super depressed about it I swore I'd go straight. I quit reddit and porn and like straightened up. I was able to get me ex back and I was doing well until I got hit up by a guy I hadn't seen in a while and he started talking to me about how much I was built for cock and what a ho I was. Got me so hot that I broke and went to his place and ended up taking his cock like a whore. Since then I've been worse than ever and I can't help it. My gf is going away in like a month and Im worried Im going to relapse so bad.