r/desperatecatgirlmaid

Porn of one of my forms! God, I'm so cool....

Previous journal entry can be found here! :3

Soooo, I kinda forgot about biological human limits last night and camee...
But, that's fine! It was LITERALLY day 1. We can just restart with a new rule to force myself, so-to-speak, to respect the flimsy human vessel I got:

I only get up to 10 minutes of pleasing myself per hour! It resets at the turn of the hour. If I was already pleasing myself at the turn of the hour, then my 10 minutes end there until the turn of the next hour (so if I'm stroking at 11:58, and it turns 12:00, that's it! No more pleasure until 13:00 even if I hadn't done 10 mins :p).

My own satisfaction be damned! This should help to make me more desperate, and to avoid going over on accident!

Some other miscellaneous notes I had saved for this journal entry...

I wish I knew where to post my pics and/or these journal entries. I only post them on r/femboys so far, and idk where else to put them!! Does anyone have any suggestions?! Pleaaase?

Other than that, I also wish I had more good femboy outfits. I would look so pretty if I had stuff to dress myself up in... qwq

I also wish there was more porn out there of my various forms. Like, I prefer porn that's relatable to me! And there's nothing more relatable than an artistic depiction of one of MY forms! That's just porn Of Me! So I wish there was more stuff out there of any of my forms, nya...

Also, I joined the discord server for r/hypnohentai yesterday so I could try to find an audience for some of my hypnotic acts, let's see how that goes eventually >:3

Have a good day!! I hope you're enjoying these journal entries, nya....

Old ahh outfit pic I took ages ago :3

Previous journal entry can be found here! :3

Y'know, I really wanted to be more productive yesterday, but I forgot that human bodies have limits... After a few days of working, you need a few days of rest TwT So I'll just keep trying to work until I find my body is ready once more~!

Other than that, I started actually engaging in yesterday's mentioned hypno server. Overall experience was semi-pleasant? Except for dysphoria and some people being assholes... ''=w=

I also engaged in a hypnosis file that's meant to make you super-duper, UNBEARABLY AROUSED.

Unfortunately for me, it worked.

While I wasn't allowed to cum or even touch.

That was a Bad Idea.

...Sigh, and I still wish I had more subreddits to post my pics and this journal on! Seriously! Does anyone have any ideas?! TwT

https://discord.gg/KAN5a5xB9C
NUDE PICS!!
NUDE VIDS!!
TALKY SECTIONS!!
HYPNO FILES!!
GOOD MODERATION!!
YOU CAN CONTRIBUTE STUFF, TOO!!!!

JOINJOINJOINJOIN!!!!! ^W^

(desperately shaking my butt PLEASE i need to cum-)

Previous journal entry can be found here!

JOIN THE DENIAL DISCORD NOW!!

It happened.

Somehow, I nearly came with only 10 minutes of stimulation per hour.

Does this prove to you how desperate I am?! TwT

Nyaah... This means I'm nyow on COMPLETE NO-TOUCH. FOR THE REST OF THESE 62 DAYS.

I feel like I'm gonna die...

Ahem uhm- nya- I- In other nyews! The Discord server is up and running, ready to accept new people! If you like me or my body or my denial or my hypnos, then iz good >:3

Aand other than thaat, HAVEIMENTIONEDHOWBADIWANNACUM-
I'm sorry, its all I can think about!! I can't even be productive because I'm too dumb and horny with NO way to release it-! AND ITS ONLY DAY 4!!!!!
NYyyaaaaahhhh.... this may take a while.... q-q