r/FixingFakeboys

So I hit 1k followers recently and, based on the poll I promised, this was the goal that was decided 😖 I was immediately nervous as Ive never done public stuff before since its big for me to not involve unconsenting ppl and I am NOT good at keeping my reactions in check when being teased 😅. I also always think I can hear my Lush buzzing, but I think this is more of a mental trick that comes from feeling it being inside me bc my Owner said She couldn't hear it at all, thankfully 🫣

It was probably these nerves that were my first mistake as I was getting in my own head before we even left. Getting the plug in hurt a little at first but was fine, but I basically have this thing from trauma/anxiety where, especially when its been a while since Ive been used, my pussy really tightens up and I can't fit anything inside. Of course this starts acting up and it gets me more anxious as Im starting to think ab all the times I attempted to try tampons after my assault but would cry out as I tried to force them in 😖 Like why is my brain/body like this. And we're not even out the door 😭 But, thankfully, they eventually went in with some sweet talk and effort from my Owner 🥺 (and some smoking lol)

She set the Lush up with Bluetooth on her phone like it’s just casual... then immediately spiked the vibrations to 'test it' causing me to whimper and near double over on our porch. Right before the Uber pulled up 😳 I was just dropped straight into it and I had to walk to the car like a completely normal person while I was so fuzzy-headed already. She luckily turned it down quite a bit once we got into the car, but I felt humiliated just to be in there bc I swear I could hear it buzzing extra loud against the seat as the driver made small talk 😭 She started playing with me right away, seeing my face go red and asking stuff like "is it hot in here? You seem like you're sweating" with Her insanely hot but cruel smile. I could barely get a response out.

We went to an all-you-can-eat place and stayed for over two hours. NEAR THREE HOURS. I was on edge the entire time. Every time i thought i could relax, she’d glance over at me and I could just tell She was about to mess with me again. Even when She set her phone down to eat, She set the Lush on a pattern so the teasing never stopped as ppl came and went around us... I could feel Her watching me and giggling whenever She boosted the vibration level as I looked down at the table and squirmed 🥺 I had to go to the bathroom multiple times just to reset but that somehow made it worse 😖

Unplugging and replugging myself, especially being in the men's bathroom, made me so anxious every time. There were tons of gaps in the stall, the lock was unsteady, and both toys were lubed so I was worried about dropping it under the door. I was especially worried about the Lush. If you havent seen one before, its the most obvious women's sex toy ever, its shaped to slot against the g-spot with a small vibrating arm over the clit and is BRIGHT pink 🫣 Even putting it back in I was worried ppl would see me having to put a leg up on the toilet to do that 😖 It just made me feel so girly and out of place, like such a delusional slut playing pretend, which i think was kind of the point 😭

By the end of the meal, I was barely holding it together, so of course my Owner picked that moment to push things further. She leaned in and slide a hand up my thigh under the table, groping me like the property I am, and asked if I had cum yet. I said no, since I was trying my best not to and to keep focus on eating. She laughed a little and said that I had to cum once for us to leave... then instantly put the vibrations all the way up 😵‍💫

My legs automatically pushed together as I squeaked to prevent a moan from leaving my throat. I tried to cover my face and tuck myself toward the table, but She grabbed my chin and gave me a stern look that made my ears burn with embarassment thinking about if anyone had seen, vaguely registering the waiter had passed behind us... and then I came. Right as the waiter came up to drop off dessert 😭 I pretended to cough and then drank a huge sip of water, the glass shaking in my hands, as he nodded and left so fast I couldn't get a read on if he'd seen me acting so pathetic 🥺 Not that its unusual for me, but I don’t think i made eye contact again until after we had long paid 😅

And then, as if that wasn’t enough, She wanted to top it off with one more test for me. As we’re outside waiting for our ride home She pulls me in close like everything’s sweet and normal and I’m thinking maybe it’s over?? Nope. She held me tight against her tits, muffling my moans, as She turned everything up again. She made me cum just standing there, trying not to completely lose it, until the Uber finally arrived and it was turned down enough for me to be quiet if I bit my lips shut 😖 The only mercy I got was when we finally arrived home and I didn’t have to pretend anymore. I think with holding in every reaction for so long, it just hit me all at once and I embarrassed myself by sounding like a damn porn star with how loud I moaned when She degraded me as I came a final time and she pulled out my plug and Lush with a pop 😭

So yeah, um... 1k punishment complete! What a day 😅😖 I hope you all enjoyed this as much as my Owner did and thank you for following hehe 💕 She’s still very pleased with herself and me (She gave me lots of treats and "good dog"s for my behaviour :3) but is already looking forward to the 2k punishment... I'll be re-polling for certainty but based on the last poll I will likely be eating out of a dog bowl for a week and sharing pics as proof 😳🥺

Hi! 23 idiot here who got really high and needs to be reminded how smart straight men are and how stupid I am for thinking I was a boy