r/AsymmetricalLabia

Tampon string.

I am feeling incredibly uncomfortable in my skin suddenly. It's embarrassing because the last time I was here I was feeling very confident. However, I am noticing my muscle definition starting to fade. I am not as lean as I was and my skin is just not as clear or glowing as it once was. I'm so small so any tiny amount of weight gained completely changes the way I look. I just feel kike this isn't my body. And my eating disorder so badly wants to take me down but I am trying to stay well and eat when I'm hungry. I'm trying to keep fruit & veggies at the forefront of my diet but I'm also incredibly broke and can barely afford food as it is. So it's easy to want to lean into my ED. Idk, I'm just confused and not feeling like myself. And feeling pathetic cause I'm sure people would kill to look like I do. I am aware of my privilege I'm just human...too self aware I suppose.