been thinking about some really fucked up shit
i just... I'm getting scared to wear revealing clothes outside because i think sometime will see that im trans and try to rape it out of me.. violently. but that thought also REALLY turns me on.
so maybe i should lean into it? maybe i should try and secure strangers? dress in ways that really makes people confused about my gender and makes them want to find out? wear shorts that show off my ass and my sh scars?
like, maybe someone will see me and pull me into a public toilet, or an alleyway, threaten me with a weapon, and use me how they see fit.. do you think i should try it? or any other suggestions?
u/transgenderant — 10 hours ago
