Desperate to be cucked by my wife
I (33M) am married and have been for 6 years. My wife (27F)is my domme and knows of my cuckold kink and my desire for it but is not comfortable and doesn’t want to open the relationship. She’s very monogamous.
She feels my cuckold kink feels I like her less. I think it comes from my submissive nature, being a virgin for so long (24) and my belief that I am not very good at sex.
While it is a kink I would enjoy it’s also because I wish for her to be happy and not have a bad sex life because of me. I think her hesitation also comes from a lack of confidence in herself which I believe this could really give to her.
I know the reality will be so much harder than the fantasy and I know everything will change as soon as it happened, but I know who I am and how much pressure it will take off of me along with adding every other element that it will.
It will break me a little every time I know but for years I’ve been a sub craving to feel broken and I know this is my ultimate submission.
Am I completely crazy 🙈