19 [F4M] Raleigh NC, church girl desperate to goon
Hi everyone! A little about me- I’m a freshman in college, and I come from a devout Christian family. I’m still pretty devout myself too- church every Sunday, sing in the choir, multiple bible studies per week, etc.
But I have kind of a double life…in secret I’m enormously addicted to porn. Have been since my first phone. And the addiction has only gotten deeper and deeper over the years, forcing me to watch more and more extreme stuff. I act super innocent and pure on the outside, but in reality I love nothing more than getting home from church, locking the door, and staring at the filthy things on the screen and rubbing myself until every last brain cell melts away…
Sometimes I feel guilt about it. I still believe it’s a sin after all, and I’m still a virgin too. But then I get triggered by the slightest naughty thought or image and that guilt melts away into sweet sinful pleasure as I stare at cocks and pussies and tits and asses, rubbing my mind into mush until I’m just a sweaty, moaning, drooling pile of braindead porn addicted fuckmeat.
And of course one of my favorite ways to goon is to talk to all the horny people on here, sometimes my age…and sometimes much older :)