What got me into CMNM
When I was younger and living in my parents house, we lived in an estate where the back of our house faced the back of the neighbours house (with our back gardens in between). Our neighbour used to host exchange students and I always fantasised about them having some hot Spanish guy and seeing him changing or something.
One day, I was upstairs in the back room which is where our computer was. Across in the neighbours back room, their father was going about his business. I thought to myself, I'll pretend to be jacking off and see his reaction. I expected him to just continue what he was doing, or leave the room without noticing, but he went right up to the window and was looking right at me.
My heart was pounding but I was thinking, I've got plausible deniability here, I can do whatever I want because I'm just doing whatever in the privacy of my own home right? He's the pervert right? So I start pretending I'm on a web cam with some girl, and she's directing me what to do. I stand up, take off my t-shirt, take off my pants and underwear, eventually I'm fully naked, turning to the side so he can see the full length of my dick, trying not to look directly at him but still watching out of the corner of my eye.
He's not only watching, but he has both hands on the windowsill and is leaning against the window watching me! I should point out that I didn't really know our neighbours out back, maybe knew their surnames and who was living there, but probably wouldn't even recognise them in the supermarket really.
So I'm standing there, putting on a full show for this "girl", the dad is still standing there watching me, giving no indication of reaction. He's not shaking his head like he thinks I'm some pervert, he's not touching himself like he's into it, he's just leaning there watching. It's nighttime too, so it's dark out and the lights are on in the rooms we're in, there's no mistaking that we can see each other clearly.
I'm getting close to cumming and thinking, do I just make a big show of it in the hopes he can see from where he is? Or should I pretend to notice him watching and act all shocked and angry that he's being a pervert? In the end I just came and played it up, like I was showing this imaginary webcam all the cum on my hands etc.
The dad just walked away from the window, turned off the light and closed the door. I wish I could say there was more to it, lord knows I jacked off in that room a thousand more times hoping he happened to be in the back room again but the stars never aligned again. Maybe he wasn't even the dad, maybe he was a visiting family member and went back to his life after? Who knows.
Either way, a lifelong exhibitionist/CMNM fan was born that day haha. Also I know this isn't worth much online, but none of what I've said above is untrue or even exaggerated. 20 years later and it's still a firm spank bank memory haha.
Did anyone else have any real life experiences that got them into this?