First time college story with my buddy Ben
Hey all this was supposed to be a quick short story but as I started remembering more details the more I wanted to write down.
I would like to preface this by saying this story is about 10 years old, 18+, 100% true though some details are quite foggy and the names have been changed for privacy. For my first year of university I didn't get into the dorms so I ended up going to this housing mixer thing to meet other people also needing housing for the first semester. I was (and still am) pretty introverted so I ended up meeting this other shy kinda guy called Ben and then we were basically adopted by these two definitely more outgoing types called Will and Mark.
I don't want to overstate mine and Ben's introversion it's not like we sat inside playing computer games every night (just some nights lol) we still got wasted, went to parties and had a good time but we were definitely the home by 11pm types and the other guys were the home by 11am the next day types. Which to be honest was cool with us, the dynamic we had was pretty perfect.
Physically all four of us looked pretty similar - brown hair and blue eyes, if you saw us from a great distance you wouldn't really be able to tell us apart. Will and Mark were just taller with more muscle and generally just looked more confident and put together. Ben was definitely the smallest of the group he probably stopped growing at 16 I don't think he ever made it over 5'7 (though when I hung out with him again just a couple years ago he'd really got muscular which I still find hilarious)
Sex wise we were all typical college guys, I'd had a girlfriend for a year and a bit up until summer break before college so had a good amount of sexual experience and Will and Mark had no issues getting girls as they reminded us frequently, they claimed they'd had a threesome with this smoking hot blonde girl called Lindsay but to this day I don't believe that for a second. They were attractive guys with confidence but she was (and probably still is) wayyyyyy out of their league.
And then there was Ben, after the first couple months or so I'd seen him make out with like two girls, one of whom was on the same course as me and was about the most boyish looking girl you could ever see, so I had suspicions about Ben's preferences ever since the beginning. He claimed he had an on again off again girlfriend back home but basically admitted it was bullshit after I saw him making out with the first girl.
I got confirmation one night probably just after we got back from Christmas break. The four of us had had a few drinks together to celebrate the new year, we were intending to go out afterwards but Ben and I ended up just staying home to smoke weed and play video games (one of our favorite hobbies) We were talking shit and playing whichever COD it was at the time that we were into when I sarcastically asked him if he'd hooked up with his girlfriend over the break, he just laughed and called me an asshole and then what I said next is a recurring issue I had at the time and have had ever since, my wife calls it bluntness I prefer to just call it complete dedication to honesty.
"It's cool if you're gay you know" I basically blurted out not really thinking how it might come across, I wasn't trying to out him just more let him know that if he was it was completely cool with me. I half expected him to laugh it off but he just sorta froze, I don't know if he spaced out from the weed or I sounded more accusatory than I meant to but I could feel the panic behind his eyes. I sorta repeated myself in a more gentle tone, that it was cool and I didn't mind one bit and I was positive the other guys wouldn't care either. We were a pretty tight bunch by this point and I was pretty confident it wouldn't be something Will or Mark would bat an eye about. That's when he basically confessed that he indeed was like 95% gay and was pretty thankful he'd found Helen (the very boyish girl) to make out with a couple of times to appear more straight. I joked saying he'd have to be more than 95% gay to make out with her which we had a good laugh about. We turned the console off and had a pretty deep chat (that two guys can have) about his sexuality and how he'd made out with a few guys back home but hadn't gone much further than some over the pants action with a couple of boys. He told me he didn't want anyone to treat him any differently because of his sexual preferences and I explained that's why I said what I said about it being cool if he was gay, if we wanted to make out with twenty dudes - that's cool with me, if you wanted to suck my dick - that's cool with me.
The last part didn't come out remotely how I intended it to but at this point I was tipsy, pretty baked and emotionally charged from the conversation we'd had so wasn't really talking as plainly as I usually would. "You want me to suck your dick?" he asked me after a weird moment of silence. "Nooooooo that's not what I was getting at, I was just trying to say if you wanted to suck my dick or any dudes dick that's all good with me" which still wasn't exactly what I was meaning to say but I think he got the sentiment. We hugged for probably the first time ever and went back to playing video games. In retrospect this might have been one of the first times someone plainly said to his face that him being gay was completely alright, I got the impression he hadn't even heard that from his family.
That was about the end of it for a good few weeks, absolutely nothing changed between any of us. We talked the same shit and made the same jokes (maybe i made a few less gay jokes), I think it helped him a lot that I didn't run to tell the other guys or treat him any differently. It was pretty much business as usual. A few weekends later we ended up in the same scenario - Will and Mark went out to party and we stayed at home to have our own party which involved a lot more weed and pizza.
Around the same time as several weeks previous we were in the sweet spot to talk openly about our feelings. Ben basically confessed that he was nervous about finding guys to hook up with at university on the sly and tbh I kinda empathized - at a cursory glance our school was pretty straight looking. "That's why I asked if you wanted me to suck your dick when you outed me the other week, I was kinda excited that you might be curious too" I was pretty taken aback, I honestly just felt a cocktail of different emotions - by this point it had been probably four months since I last had any action, the weed was getting me horny, I asked myself was I really curious, could I go through with it. All of these thoughts occurred in half of a split second. "I mean..." I blurted out not really knowing where I was going with it, truthfully I was curious - not about my sexuality but what it would be like to get a blowjob from a guy. At this point I'd gotten a handful of blowjobs from my ex and to tell the truth she was pretty terrible, she wasn't a big fan and hadn't really had much practice.
"You could pretend it's Helen..." he said half jokingly in my moment of panic which in a super bizarre way was exactly all I needed to hear, she was basically a boy but with small tits and a pussy so I thought fuck it what's the difference I'd probably let her blow me in a heartbeat so what's the difference if it's a guy doing it instead? "Fuck it" I said, if he wanted to see what it was like to confirm his sexuality and I wanted to see what it was like to get my dick sucked by a guy then fuck it, that was all we needed. "So how do you want to...?" I asked, almost right on cue as the front door banged open and Mark came barreling in, smashing the light on and completely ruining any semblance of tension we'd just built up. He told us how he'd struck out and Will had abandoned him to hook up with some hot Norwegian chick and he was passed and was going to bed.
"Should we...?" Ben suggested and I looked at the time wondering how it got to 1am and agreed that yeah we probably should and that was the end of that. We all said night to each other in the hallway like we used to do and then went off to bed. I laid in bed, head spinning with thoughts of potentially receiving a blowjob from my gay housemate and what I'd have to do to hook up with the hot blonde Lindsay and if there really are any hot Norwegian chicks out there? All the thoughts you have laying in bed alone in the smallest hours
That's when my bedroom door clicked open for a few moments and I saw a shadow slink inside, closing the door behind them. He climbed onto my bed and pulled back the covers, I was too stunned to really say anything. My bedroom was dark but not like dark dark there was just enough light to see what was happening - Ben pulling down my boxers and kissing my stomach and the head of my already erect cock. I moaned gently which I think gave him enough confirmation to continue. He grabbed by dick at the base and guided it into his warm wet mouth, he swallowed about two inches before I concluded in my head that he was somehow already better than my ex girlfriend. He tried to throat my remaining four inches before gagging and making a very obvious noise. "Slow" i said to him, feeling him nod on my cock in response. He continued to slurp and suck at my rock hard cock for what felt like an hour but in reality was more like 10 minutes. He'd swirl his tongue around the head making my dick super wet which was something I'd never experienced before. I very gently moved my hips up and down guiding my cock in and out of his throat, pretty suddenly I realised what was about to happen "oh fuck I'm gonna..." Warm sticky liquid fired out of my cock into his wet mouth, he seemed to swallow some and then more of it dribbled out of the sides of his mouth down onto my balls. It was to that day the best blowjob and I'd ever received and honestly it didn't make a damn difference that it was a guy doing it.
I tried to compliment him and talk about what had just happened but he just said "let's talk about it tomorrow" and then crept back towards the door, quietly clicking it shut behind him leaving my head still spinning.