19 [F4M] My partner wants free use of my body
I spent so long trying to convince myself I didn’t like the idea of being used like a warm wet toy for him and now I just want to see if anyone else gets it. It started with little things - him coming home and pulling me onto his lap for a quick kiss, then always finishing inside me after, like it was just expected. Now he literally just walks into a room and I get wet, my hips instinctively rolling to meet him, my body always ready before my brain catches up. I don’t even get to decide when or how it happens anymore, and the worst part is I’m starting to like that I don’t have a say. Sometimes I’ll be half asleep and feel his hands on my waist and I’ll just arch my back like I’m programmed to. It’s embarrassing how easily he reduces me to this.