u/cutiecloudberry

i’ve always been the kind of girl who gets turned on by the *idea* of being overwhelmed - like, the messier and more intense the better. it’s not even just sex for me, it’s the whole *experience* of losing control, the sensory overload of being pushed past normal limits. i’ve tried to dial things back because society says "play nice" but honestly? my fantasies don’t care about manners. i’m craving something that feels like it *hurts* but in the good way, you know? like, yeah im 23F but damn if i don’t want to be reminded i’m not some fragile doll you gotta handle with white gloves. has anyone else felt this way or am i just a freak with a death wish for self-control?