u/cozbimonroe

My gf and I have been together for about 3 years, getting together in university when I was a freshman and she was a junior. We had quite a lot in common and it didn’t take long for us to start going out, and even less after that to become intimate. We have sex often, mostly just vanilla stuff with some light bondage. It’s not unusual for us to fuck multiple times a day on the weekends or holidays. Our sex often last over an hour due to my delayed ejaculation condition, so her and I have been exploring other options to help me cum faster (honesty just an excuse for us to be degenerates).

A few months ago, we both got into pegging. Went through all the proper precautions and such, and it led to a wonderful time. I quickly realized that I liked riding much more than being in doggy or missionary. For some reason, it made me feel more submissive and desirable, looking at her lustful gaze as I willingly lowered myself onto her strap-on. My butt felt amazing, and she’d often play with my dick while I rode her, often giggling or saying how cute I looked.

Now even though I’m a complete slut when it comes to her, I still felt a bit shy about asking her to watch me bounce on some dick. Eventually, I built up enough courage to ask her directly, and she seemed quite shocked and excited at the idea. I could sense playful ulterior motives coming from her, almost making me pop a boner right there and then.

So, on the day when we both decided to go through with it, she was very prepared. While I cleaned myself and prepping my butt, she set up the “fun part” of the night. She had 5 suction cupped dildos set up for me: a black 6 in. long 1.6 in. diameter, a similar sized black one with a vibration and inflation option, a purple 12 in. long 1.9 in. diameter, a dark purple 8 in. long 2.1 diameter, and a short 5 in. with a 2.4 in. knot on the bottom.

We’ve used all of these before, but having them all out like this made me nervous and horny. We started off slow, making out, caressing, and even had regular sex for a bit. As I was balls deep in her, she whispered into my ear, “can you pound your ass as hard as you pound me?” A little spooked, we both got up and I got down on the floor. She lubed me up (like she always does) and set down the first black dildo. She ordered me to scoot back a little bit and position my butt over it. I started lowering myself onto it until it was all the way in. She then ordered me to ride it like a good boy, and I slowly started moving up and down. I was REALLY turned on. My butt felt really good and the thought of her looking at me in such a position while thinking “gosh my boyfriend is such a cute slut” made my blush. I couldn’t look her in the eyes, and that turned me even more.

I kept riding that dick for about 3 minutes before she bent down to my level and whispered, “you know, you take it so well that I think we should skip right to the long, purple one. I wanna see you bounce for me like a good boy that you are. Do you want that too, baby?” I let out a whimper and nodded my head in agreement. She grabbed my butt and lifted me up off the black dildo, quickly substituting the 12 incher. For this one, I have to squat to ride it, and I can only fit about 9 in. into me. She held it in place for me and ordered me to sit on it, which I, while having a really painful erection, did. I started squatting on the dildo like there’s no tomorrow. My butt felt in ecstasy to the point where I didn’t care that my thighs were burning. I almost fully went blank and started moaning much more like a slut than before, all the while fucking my ass with that purple cock.

I knew she was getting turned on by this, too. She had 3 of her fingers deep in her pussy, shifting her gaze between my face and my stuffed butt. She loved what she was seeing, and wanted a closer look. She sat in front of me and reached out her hands for me to grab. She whispered “look at me while you put on a show, baby. I wanna your slutty face.” So I did. I rode it, and looked her dead in the eyes while doing so. I was so horny, and she knew it. I could see her pussy dripping fluids on the floor, as she shifted her attention to my penis.

“I have an idea,” she said, “why don’t we switch to the bigger one?” My thighs were tired as fuck, and I wanted my ass to be stretched more, so it’s not surprising what I picked. Except, this time she ordered me to shove that cock in me facing the bed, in such a way that a mirror in our room was behind us. It took a little bit, but eventually I got all 8 in. inside my ass. It was noticeably bigger, and felt much better (I’m a bit of a size enjoyer). She sat on the bed in front of me, and spread her legs. She told me “put that cute mouth of yours to use, baby.” She was such a pervert, and I loved it. I started eating her out while stuffing my butt with that fresh, big cock. She was so wet and tasted deliciously. I could decide what felt better: her wet, soaking pussy as she was moaning and holding my head with her hands, or the cock that kept moving in and out of my butt. She liked both. I kept eating her and fucking myself, the whole time avoiding touching my dick. This wasn’t because we had some agreement on not to touch it. I just knew if I did, I would cum.

Somehow, she sensed this in me. She pulled me away, with the mixture of her wetness and my saliva causing a few strings to form. This also made me sit all the way down on the cock parked up my ass, causing me to moan quite loudly. She told me it was her turn to repay me. So, she ordered me to lay on the bed on my back, keeping my legs close to my chest and spread for her. She then showed be the knotted dildo, and proceeded to push it in me. When it got to the knot, we had to keep shoving it in me because it was quite big for me. She praised me. “You’re such a good boy. You take it so well. Your butt is made to be fucked. Take this snug knot for me, baby.” It went in. Words don’t describe how good it felt. I was such a slut.

She then positioned her pussy over my head and shoved my dick down her throat. She proceeded to take the knot in and out of my butt, while sucking me off. All I could do was retaliate by fingering her, but I was quite preoccupied with losing my mind at the moment am catching some of her dripping wetness in my mouth. I didn’t last even a minute before she pulled the dildo all the way out and I came hard inside her throat. She came over to me and kissed me, mixing my cum and her wetness between our tongues. The kiss was so hot that I don’t know why we haven’t done this before, but we were quite delulu by this point.

We are thinking about doing this again considered both of us had an amazing time, but next time we’re planning on using some bondage to spice things up. Honestly, as long as her and I are doing stuff together, it makes me happy, and I know it makes her happy, too.

I’m not really sure what kind of kink this would be categorized as nor if it’s a common thing people are into. But, for whatever reason, I really like watching my butt getting stuffed. I don’t have an attraction to penis (I’m straight) because it’s more so the size of an object that gets me turned on. Like “holy shit, I would be such a slut if I fit that huge thing in my ass” type reaction. Despite this, I still refer to me taking a dildo up the ass as taking a cock/dick because it’s shorter and has a better ring imo.

I believe I started off by reading random forums and blogs on how to get the most pleasure out of anal, because I’ve always been very interested in being stretched back there. Even before I knew what pegging was, it was common for me to finger my butt. I wasn’t exactly following every safety procedure when it came to solo anal, but as I got older I definitely took this more seriously. I can’t remember the specific forum or user (could have been Quora or some random blog) but there was a comment about putting a mirror behind your back while riding the dildo. The user said that apparently this is better than porn and helps you get very turned on. So, I gave it a try.

Something just clicked in my brain when I turned around to see my ass taking my recently-acquired dildo. It was probably one of the first times in my life I felt genuinely fixated and curious. Without even thinking about it, my hips began moving faster, taking the cock deeper in my ass and pulling more of it out each time. It felt so good physically and mentally. It was like watching porn, but much better. I kept thinking “fuck I take it really well. I’m made for taking cock up my ass. I feel like such a buttslut, but I want more. Be a good boy and destroy that tight hole of yours.” I kept riding for quite a while, until my legs were basically ready to give out.

This inspired me to get a thicker dildo and a smaller one that can inflate. About a week later, I was fucking my ass, I put my phone on record so I could watch everything back later. Holy shit. The sight of me taking a much thicker cock basically balls deep while moaning was insane. Pushing out an inflated dildo, leaving a noticeable gape, gave me such a hard on for my ass. It’s hard to describe just how hot it was. I ended up with quite a lot of videos, featuring all sorts of stuff: cowboy, reverse cowboy, squatting, almost hands free cumming, doggy against a suctioned cock, standing doggy, missionary, ass up, grinding, cock warming, etc. As long as my ass was stuffed, I found it really hot.

So what is it specifically that I like about fucking my ass with a dildo? Well obviously it feels amazing. Whether I’m solo or my gf is helping/watching me, it feels really good. In addition, the thought of taking a cock deep inside me is really hot. Just the idea combined with the feeling of it slowly or quickly ramming into me makes me so hard and horny. The feeling of my cheeks hitting the floor as the suction cupped cock is pressing deep inside me is borderline orgasmic. And the sound. The wet, sloppy, whorish sound of my butt eating up cock as if it’s been starving is so hot.

What I find interesting though is this feeling is only something I feel towards my own butt. I don’t feel this way when I see a random dude getting pegged because it’s not me. I still get turned on when women get fucked, but I get turned on way more when I’m getting fucked by myself or my girlfriend and vice versa. It’s probably not a very common thing to be attracted to as I haven’t see many other people mention stuff like this.

Anyways since that awakening a few years back, it certainly shifted how I see myself sexually and my generally opinions on what is and isn’t a turn on for me. I’m curious, if other people here have similar experiences or have encountered something like this before.

Currently the most I can take up my ass is 7-8 inches of my favorite 12 incher. I kinda want to take it all the way to the base so my gf can destroy me with it when we peg, but I haven’t been able to do so despite practicing every now and then. For some reason, increasing in the girth of the dildo is easier than increasing in how many inches I can fit inside my butt. If anyone’s had this issue before, how did y’all address it? Any tips?

I really like the idea of her observing me and getting turned on by my butt being stuffed with a dildo. I don’t know if this would qualify as pegging, but we have tried that and the pervious idea. I still got way more turned on by her watching me solo, commenting on how well I was taking it, and helping me out by pushing me down, kissing me, or blowing me. I tried to find what this would qualify as, because I only feel this way about the person I’m with, but to no avail. For the record, I’m not okay with doing things in public or bringing in a 3rd party to watch. It’s specifically between us two.