Every bucket list item I scratch off, takes me further from what I pretended to be growing up.
every step I take on this journey takes me closer to what I’ve hidden away since middle school. The real me is finally enjoying what it tried to deny for many years. and I’ve never felt more whole, and like I am doing what I’ve always felt I needed. Nothing feels better or more natural to me than being used by men to bring them pleasure. And nothing I’ve experienced in my life feels better than how a man treats and fucks me as a sissy. And especially how it feels to know my body and skills are worthy, and extremely capable of making the men I entertain cum like a woman does. Took a long way to get here. But the pleasure and satisfaction I get from everything involved in this lifestyle is one of the best feelings I can get (aside from the absolutely addictive and other worldly heights the sex gives me)
About to get ready to scratch another bucket list item off tonight, but just wanted to ramble about my journey and the happiness I feel now that I’ve fallen head over heels for being a submissive, and sexy sissy. Like I’ve always fantasized about.