u/YogurtclosetLast9556

I crave feargasm and the want to be a ready to use slut grow stronger each day . I like to maintain my privacy but wanna be exposed or threatened to be publicly humiliated with my identity which is very weird. Idk where this is going .

I'm 26F from Patna. I did my MBA from a tier 2 clg and will join corporate soon. I dated many in campus but still that craving is unfulfilled.

I have a possessive and toxic bf who has no idea of these fantasies. My family is very strict so I feel controlled everytime at home too. Is this an escape mechanism or that's weird? Like I crave real threats . I wanna fear. But at the same time I don't want to get exposed coz if I get exposed, I'm done for