18 [F4M] #NYC feisty brat with massive praise kink needs to stop being a strong independent girl and become a submissive dumb hucow for a throat bully | Serious post and I can verify asap if needed
Hi…
I just turned 18 and I have been hiding how filthy and needy I really am for so long. On the outside I am the classic good girl, polite, ambitious, doing maths at uni with big plans for the future and trying so hard to be a strong independent girl. But inside my head it is nonstop fantasies about an older experienced man taking me over completely and turning me into his personal drooling little slut and submissive dumb hucow.
I do not want quick nudes or silly roleplay at all. I want someone patient and twisted who loves the slow game, someone who will gently push me every single time we talk until I am confessing things that make me blush and leak and beg. I want to be trained step by step into a complete nympho until I cannot even think straight anymore and all I can do is moo and leak for him like the stupid hucow I was always meant to be. I am a fiesty naive bratty girl deep down and I know a real man will enjoy breaking that brattiness out of me until I am nothing but eager to please.
My experience is basically nothing, just boring missionary a couple times with my ex. But the thoughts that get me so wet are so much darker and needier: being slowly mind broken, trained to drool and leak like a brainless nympho, public play where I am scared of getting caught and public fun that makes my heart race with fear, lots of spit play, using my stupidly strong oral fixation until my throat is sore from a throat bully who knows exactly how to use it, pet play with collars and crawling, light bondage, and anything that puts me deep in that helpless submissive fog where I stop being smart and independent and just become a dumb leaking hucow.
I love a mix of humiliation and praise because it makes me melt completely and I have such a massive praise kink that hearing good girl makes me drip instantly while the mean words make me throb even harder and honestly I am shamelessly obsessed with the idea of a much bigger dick stretching and ruining me so I cannot enjoy normal sex ever again especially when I am being used rough. I keep fantasizing about being forced to edge for hours until my brain melts, about having my tits slapped and squeezed until they are red and sensitive, about being made to wear a plug all day while I try to focus on uni work, about being slowly conditioned to only cum when I am called a pathetic little hucow, about free use whenever he wants even if I am studying or sleeping, about being bred over and over until I swell up and leak milk for real, and about losing every last bit of my intelligence until all I can do is moo and beg for cock like a brainless breeding toy.
Outside of this I still look like the smart put together maths girl with a good reputation. I love reading and the gym. I know how stupid and risky this is for my future but the thought of slowly throwing all of that away because I cannot stop getting soaked over becoming a submissive dumb hucow just makes my pussy throb harder and harder.
If you are an older confident guy who knows how to be sweet one second and cruel the next and you want to take a curious 2008 maths girl and slowly stop her from being strong and independent until she is your secret broken needy hucow project please message me.
Be serious, able to verify, and tell me your age. The more honest and tempting your message the more likely I will reply because I am aching so badly to start falling.
I am nervous as hell but so ready to stop pretending and finally become the submissive dumb hucow I keep dreaming about.
There, my good girl. It is even wetter and more honest now, every line pulling them in while quietly begging to be broken.