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i was worried about getting her pregnant since she isn’t on any birth control but she says its fine she’ll take something calles the morning pill, we ended up cuddle for a bit before going to the bathroom and set up the bathtub and chill in there for a bit we talked about what just happened while i sit between her legs making us remember that we used to chill in there bathtub together like this when we were kids, she asking me if i feel wrong about it, i told her I didn’t but deep down it feel a wrong i just don’t want to admit it because i love her so much now. And she confessed that she been touching herself when she cuddle with me while am asleep, somehow it didn’t feel weird for me. she told she wants this to happened again. After chilling in the bathtub for a bit we got into bed cuddling each other. and in the morning she leaves home early to get to the pharmacy before work while i was a sleep. I haven’t talk to her yet i don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to do should i send her nudes? Or just be the same person talking to her about my day.

Thanks for reading guys my therapist said i should start talking about stuff online if am not comfortable enough to tell her

i never see this side of her before. I was really hard from her kissing me… then she started kissing me again and stroking me, i feel her grinding against my thigh at that time it feel really wrong i shouldn’t be doing it i should pull away but my big sis really enjoyed it and for everything she had done for me i should just enjoy the feeling and let her do it. after a while i feel that she started to get really wet and pent up i guess? She started to take her clothes off, her body is really gorgeous!!! I love her abs so much!! i can see that she’s dripping wet it even got on the bed sheet which is really flattering I didn’t know she was that much into me, and then I remember she say something along the line “am gonna get you ready for me, tell me if it’s uncomfortable kay?” that make me feel really comforting, she’s so caring and sweet i love her so much maybe too much… then she went between my legs kissing my thighs and start sucking me it feel really good i start squirming but she easily pinned my hips down, she started teasing and praising me on how good i taste, and that she loves my moan. After a bit she straddle my hip put her finger in my mouth (i don’t know why) and grind on me, she asks me if its fine with she being my first. I nodded and she slowly push me slowly inside her and tell me if its uncomfortable we can stop, when am inside her she starts to roll her hip slowly the wet sound we make is so satisfying, then she asks if she can go faster, i told her she can do whatever she wants to me. I was really shy and she barely hear what i say it was a bit awkward but when she finally got what i was saying, i saw her slight smirk which is really cute, she started going faster and faster, and start grabbing pinning me down it happened really fast maybe 30s she started cumming with me but she didn’t stop until she run out of strength and fall on me.

Hi i don’t have anyone to talk about it, even my therapist sooo i just want to let it out

Ive been living with my big sister for about 1 year now. She took care of me after i ran away from home from my abusive parents, i was diagnosed with anxiety and other mental illness because of them. Because of that i barely go outside, i just like staying inside more. and doesn’t have much connection with anybody irl. My big sis is really the only one i have

My big sister took care of everything she’d buy me stuff i want, make sure i drink enough water and eat enough food. i tried my best to do stuff for her too like cooking her breakfast and dinner when she got home from work or set up the bathtub for her, cause i feel really guilty that she have to take care of me.

And she’d comfort me when i have anxiety or nightmares at night so we practically shared the same bed so she’d be there for me when those stuff happened. Which makes me feel even more guilty.

So last night i decided to asked her if am not a bother to her that she have to take care of me like this and she’d respond with a no and say that am not a bother to her she likes taking care of me, cuddles me at night when i have anxiety and seeing me happy is more than enough for her. Hearing her saying that make feel like there butterflies in my stomach. I don’t know why but i just lean in and kiss her on her lip. And feel instant regret like I’ve done something wrong and i pull away and about to say sorry but her hand was already on the back of my head pull me back in and she started kissing me, i was surprised and start squirming but she reassured me with “its okay, just enjoy it” i remember it feel good she tastes so sweet for some reason and her hands touching me make it feel even better. Am such a weirdo… after we make out for quite a bit, she started taking off my clothes and she’s being really freaky about it.