Anyone else feels the same way?
Everything feels so noisy and loud. I don't have the drive to do anything, not even my hobbies. I just wanna lay in my bed and cover myself, to give myself a sense of protection. I'm sick of doing what people want me to do, even if they're not doing it in the intent of harming me or bothering me. But I am extremely sick of doing things I don't want to, things I won't gain any benefits with, just solely doing it for someone else, and I can't do anything about it. I'm sick of feeling exhausted, angry, and depressed. I don't wanna deal with anyone. I just wanna be with someone who I can be transparent with. Someone who can listen to me and hear out my every concern and reassure me about it. Someone who will always be there for me to support me through thick and thin. Someone who can hold me and hug me and kiss me and reassure me that everything is gonna be okay. I want to be told positive affirmations. I wanna be with her. I don't know her, and I have never met her. I don't even know who she is, but I really want to be with her right now. I'm sorry if this post made it seem like I was ranting, but I feel very exhausted, tired, angry, and sad right now. I'm in such a bad mood rn, and I needed to talk about it because there's no one else who I can talk to about this.
Edit: Sorry for the grammatical error in the title