An intense affair that opened my eyes to a whole new world. M37 F41
3 years ago I had an affair, my first affair, me being the one that is married. She, being the one who was single at first created the scenario but left it to me to act on it or not. And by God did I act on it.
Harmless flirting and back and forth comments that were meant to be taken out of context....were taken completely out of context. To people on the outside it was just normal slang in the construction world but could be read either way.
"back it up to me slowly and I'll fill you up" a simple phrase if on a digger to a person on a truck. Meant harmless in ways but if 2 people click then its not so harmless after all. I am the digger driver, she (I'll call her S) is the truck driver.
I am not just a digger driver, I am as I would call a working foreman, I wear a black hat which in Ireland is the coloured hat of a foreman/supervisor, I'monly the boss of the are that I'mworking in but i have maybe 10 people under me and i am also one of 3 digger drivers. S is a hired in truck driver, gorgeous blonde, very petite figure (not very truck driver like), such a good quality ass. I mean this ass turns heads. It's one of them asses that you wonder how a woman so petite has an ass like that.
I had heard from a work colleague of mine that S was asking about me, am I single, where am I from, little things that answer big questions. So, from the get go she knew I was married. She knew anything beyond this point crossed a line. I also knew from the chit chat around the site that there were many different guys planning there missions to land her in bed. I didn't read into any of it.
And I didn't. Certainly not at first, when I'm at work, I'm at work. This has always been my thing, I go to work to perform my job to the best of my abilities, to succeed and most of all be efficient. I read drawings, I cross examine myself and re read all the drawings to make sure im perfect before me or my drivers put a bucket in the ground. I dont make mistakes. If I do, I hold my hand up and study why it went wrong to prevent it happening again.
S got to see me when I was at my most confidence, I never looked like I could ever have had any problems in my private life. I looked perfect from what she seen of me. I was perfect at least I made it look that way.
I can remember the exact moment of my whole downfall, how my unbreakable persona i created of my self disintegrated. How on that morning, I had stood out on the track of my digger and yelled to S to back up to me and I'll fill her up. I waved her back and stopped her where I wanted her. I done my job as a driver and filled her up. I got out of my machine and walked up beside her and told her "I filled ever bit of you i could", her reply, "if you weren't married you'd be dead right now".
What came next turned into the most mind blowing affair i could ever have imagined.
If you would be interested in hearing about it, I'd finally be happy to get it out of my head and into the world!