u/Odd_Specific_8397

About a month ago my 20F gf of 2 years broke up with me 21M out of the blue. I am devastated and so heartbroken, but it seems like every time I get sad I get horny for BNWO content.

Every time I cry I will then go on reddit, X, ph, etc, to watch BBC porn and it honestly helps. I feel much better after it every time. I also like to get high so I can goon to BBC for hours without end. Yesterday I got high and skipped my lectures to goon to BBC for about 6 hours, and that wasn't the only time I gooned to BBC that day.

As a result I end up watching BBC porn about 8 times a day, and idk how to feel about it all.

21M whiteboi, I goon to porn a lot, and for the past few years, it seems I can only watch porn with a BBC in it as it seems to be the only thing that can turn me on. Is that normal?

Like I am straight, I love women, but sometimes I catch myself stroking my dick faster and faster as I see BBC on my screen like I'm on auto-pilot. I will see BBC and my body immediately starts stroking as hard as I can.

I goon 3-8 times per day and I don't know if its because in my mind I linked BBC with pleasure but it's doing something to me. More times than not, I will end up blowing my load to videos or moments with only a BBC on screen, not even a girl. Nutting all over myself to the thickest, longest, sloppiest BBC.

Can someone explain what is happening to me?