I'm going to lose my straight virginity this weekend [CNC, dyke ok] [Serious discussion] [Gold star
Over half a year after I first started giving men blowjobs to mixed results, horny chatting with guys from here and searching far and wide irl for a suitable hookup partner with many false starts, I finally am going to do it. The gold star will be no more.
It's going to be a CNC scene because that's what attracts me to straight sex in the first place it would be truly pointless without it, of course the first time will not be super rough or crazy, but enough so that I can really feel like I "couldn't stop him"
Please please horny fantasies aside, any advice you can give from *experienced* people in this regard would be much much much appreciated!
I know I've kind of built it up in my head so badly it won't live up to my imagined version but I at least hope I feel the weight of all the anxiety and anticipation lifted and that it's a good intense session. He's a respectful and fit guy who is not interested in romance so that's perfect basically, he's probably nervous like me idk. But in any case I will report back!