Benefit of being healthy. Part 3.
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The moment i saw the CCTV, tons of thought went through my brain.
Apa benda aku buat sial. The guilt, awareness and takut all flowing back in.
She saw me stunned there and said "Can you clean up. i nak buka CCTV balik, need to open the shop now."
That small relief slap me out of the stun.
I just wear everything back, pack my stuff and left.
Yup, i actually did that because everything was so jumble mumble. She did not utter a word during that process.
I just drive home, no coffee, no nothing. Just trying to process what I have done to my life, my wife and my friend.
I did not talk to my wifey about this nor did I visit the shop again for a week or so.
Tbh, part of me really enjoys the interaction but yeah lol 😂 i wasn't ready for it.
Just sharing some interesting questions from DM :
1# Amoi vs Malay which one is better?
Very subjective and tbh i only intercourse with only 2 people in my entire life. While my wifey/malay is more experienced in BJ and Sex in general i don't really enjoy eating her pussy but i do it out of courtesy and mostly i use toys to satisfy her during foreplay.
Somehow the amoi pussy was so delectable, i actually ate her pussy like I've never tasted one before haha. tho taste wise relatively the same.
Her small body compared to my kinda curvy and workout body of my wife is quite irresistible. It's really enjoyable to manhandle her and be a little bit rough since she's so light.
Overall experience does matter in terms of sexual interaction.
2# Why do you feel guilty?
I mean, I've never thought I'll do this kind of thing tbh. pretty straightforward and loyal man throughout my life, well as much as i can la. Im still a man at the end of the day,🤣
3# Does my ED is affected by phycologically or physically.
I actually went through both of the phase. Physically is when i was still fat before i lose weight. It started with premature ejaculation and get worse overtime all the way to ED.
After i recovered, my sex drives was too high all the time my wife could not cope with it along with my ridiculously high expectations of reward out of action. That's where i had to live my life more positively, more understanding and tried to lower my expectation out of anything i do for her. Somehow the way i view her changed and she's more comfortable and enjoying the rapid evolvement of our sex life.
some question will be covered in next part.
Part 4 will cover post interaction with the overall situation including my wife.