I hope someone else has more luck than me. I can't really stand this anymore. I don't believe I have meaning staying here so I wish who ever reads this all of my luck. I hope you manage to have a beautiful family one where they care for each other. I hope you everything I wished for.
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Hey there, so it's only about that yellow bruise that I just realized I had on my hand. No Idea what it caused it on this specific spot. Any advice or even an Idea, what it can be?
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Hi, this is really complicated. I'm 27 technically a virgin and my only time I had anything close related to it, was being raped. I feel awful for having no experience, I feel strange and like a freak for not having it. Out of fear, I installed like 10 dating apps and still have no luck. There's like so many things I feel, being scared, being a loner and a loser, a freak. I'm afraid I never will find love or die as a virgin or whatever you can call me at this point. Working on myself wasn't enough anymore and I just feel sick. I barely sleep at night anymore, people tell me I do always look sad. Gym? Lost 5 clothsizes. Therapy? Weekly having appointments and was in rehab and even a mental hospital. After years of trying to meet someone, going at events, trying to spend time with friends, I feel it's impossible, I feel like I'm not anywhere good enough to find some new friends or relationships or even just potential relationships. Nowadays I spent most of the time alone, literally anywhere but alone. I'm so scared of never being hugged or kissed again. I'm scared that finding love might be impossible. Letting anyone near me and never having anything close to a partner, really destroys me. I can't sleep long anymore, I feel lonely and cold, I'm anxious like the whole time since a few days. It really, really hurts.
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what on fucking earth is wrong with people. Guys just do like phonesex with some twitter ai like it's a normal fucking thing? what the fuck.
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