u/Longjumping-Bit-8568

i’m seriously thinking about leaving this lifestyle behind and I honestly wanna cry.

It used to be fun, but when I’ve invested my time and my energy into the subs they then turn into energy vampires before they disappear.

I feel silly for thinking I could find a connection, a solid one.

My heart just feels fragile and sore, I feel like I could cry for days.

I don’t feel like a person anymore

I miss feeling like a person

I miss talking to actual people that didn’t make you feel exchangeable and vice versa

Maybe I’m too soft for this life.