Apparently I gave him the best night of his life, but tbh I’m kinda impressed he wanted me. I don’t know if that’s wrong to say.
During a 3 some and I got really annoyed and haven’t spoke to him since that. Maybe it’s a bit much but I was really affected by it.
I’m 18 turning 19 and I just think myself as an open minded person, not gay. In the last months he’s been trying to talk to me, but I got so mad, that now I’m starting to think I’m being an idiot now. So maybe I might text him again, but tbh I hated being asked that during the situation and now I feel like he’s a prick.
I was on holidays at a resort and one of my friends wanted to back to the room and chill. And tbh I was really drunk so I just went..when I got there he asked if I wanted to get in boxers with him and tbh I was ok with it. He told me after if he could pull mine down and I said nah and he said I’ll help you with it. And I said nah.
I wasn’t comfortable but ya. After a while I went on the bathroom, and he asked if mine was big and I said ya kinds and he asked if he could see it. And I asked why and he just said he wanted to see mine. And tbh I was drunk so I let him see it. Then I got in bed, and he keep looking at me, till after a bit he said can I try you? I won’t tell anyone. And I said how?
And that’s when he said he wanted to have sex with me if I wanted to. And I told him I wasn’t that experienced in sex, and he said he hasn’t took big before also. So eventually he sat on me and he took it but I could tell he struggled to take it in the end but he wanted it. The next day he told me he wasn’t expecting me being his first big but now we still friends and I haven’t let him again because I don’t wana be gay I’m good.