FTM female to male trans obsessed with being misgendered, controlled and impregnated
I am FTM, female to male, transitioned, live as a male now... But I can only enjoy sex when being dominated, used, misgendered, called a woman and degraded. I tried to block it out, but I cant stop going back to it. I feel so weak under a real man and I am so embarrassed that I enjoy it.
Let not just one, but multiple men take turns with me. It embarrasses me so much. I have also been overeating and gaining weight. If I am not pregnant, I look it, at least that's what I have been told. I worked so hard on sculpting my body to appear masculine, but I am nervous the weight is making my chest and hips grow along with my belly.
A man on top of me, mocking me and making me realize that our bodies are so different and that with one orgasm, I could get knocked up. I am nervous I am getting so round and big that I might not pass as male anymore, but I cant stop.
Let straight men fuck me and trying desperately to get them to still see me as a man but they just laugh. Thinking of how humiliating it would be to actually be pregnant but can't stop thinking about being exposed like that.
