Why can’t it just be normal?
Been addicted for some years now and I see no end in sight. In all honesty I love it. I can’t imagine what I would do with my time without porn and feeling good all the time keeps my adhd brain stimulated. All I see online is the negative effects of gooning but it’s really like a form of meditation. All of my stressors and worries dissipate as I focus on trying not to nut. I want to be more outward about my addiction and love for porn but it’s difficult to find like minded individuals. I dream about finding friends that love porn and get off regularly without it being seen as weird or gross. I like know how different people goon and what keeps them going for hours. I feel jealous of the random guys flashing their cocks to strangers hoping for interaction. To be so bold and consumed with lust is so hot. Outside of my porn habits I’m a pretty normal guy that’s why it’s hard to think that porn addiction is so abnormal and unaccepted.