Second post here… At 19, I'm very sexual with my boyfriend and I'm wondering if that's common.
I'm 19 and this is my second confession here. The first time I hesitated a bit before posting, but I loved reading the comments and it made me want to come back.
I've been dating my boyfriend for almost a year. At first, we were pretty gentle in the bedroom, but very quickly we started exploring everything together. Now we do it almost every day, sometimes even two or three times when we have time. I almost never say no.
I love giving him blowjobs. Often in the morning before he leaves for class, or in the evening when he gets home. Sometimes I take him gently in my mouth for a long time, other times he's more intense and I let him take my mouth deeper. I really enjoy it, and I've even orgasmed just from doing it, without him touching me anywhere else.
What excites me even more is when he ejaculates very quickly. Sometimes, especially when he's really turned on or after several days apart, he doesn't last long and ejaculates after just a few minutes. Instead of frustrating me, it makes me incredibly wet. I love the idea that I can get him so hard he can't hold back. It makes me feel incredibly desirable. And of course, I love swallowing: as soon as he's about to come in my mouth, I keep going without stopping and I take it all in with pleasure. I love the sensation and seeing how much it excites him.
We try all the positions: missionary with our eyes locked, doggy style, against the wall, on the table… We've also done a lot of anal sex. The first time was a little uncomfortable, but with time, lube, and a lot of gentleness, I learned to relax and now I really enjoy it, especially when he caresses me at the same time.
I often send him photos or short videos when I'm alone at university. Last week I sent him a video of myself touching myself in the bathroom while thinking about him. He told me he really wanted me, and that evening he made incredibly passionate love to me on the sofa.
Sometimes I wear a skirt or a dress without underwear when we go out together, just so he can discreetly caress me or so we can do it quickly if we find a quiet spot. We've already done it in his car in a parking lot and once in a park at night. I was terrified but incredibly excited at the same time.
I feel a little embarrassed writing all this here, but at the same time, it really gets to me to think about all those moments. I love being so close and intimate with him, I love it when he's a little dominant… It makes everything more intense.
I don't know if it's normal for a girl to be like this, to want it so much all the time and to like all these things so much. Am I too focused on sex for my age, or is it pretty common? 😊